In My Mind

Love, Now (LN+F-Pt.4) Beyoncé x Michelle

March 2015

It's been three months since Beyoncé and Michelle have seen each other but they have been keeping in contact constantly. Talking daily, some days all day. Beyoncé's attitude about life has changed completely, though things with Shawn are still strained. They have been keeping up public appearances. It's all for show Beyoncé is seriously considering divorcing Shawn. But back to Michelle and Beyoncé both women are looking forward to the weekend. Michelle got invited to perform Say Yes at the 30th annual Stellar Awards. It's like the Grammys of gospel and anybody who's somebody in the gospel music industry is usually there. Michelle's album had been released and it was doing excellent on the gospel charts. Say Yes was being played everywhere across all platforms. The women were so ready to see each other especially after the way Beyoncé put it down last time. Beyonce and Kelly's participation would be a surprise to everyone except the show organizers and those allowed in rehearsals.

The women flew to Las Vegas three days before the Saturday show. They rehearsed for three days before the night of the show and spent time together. Kelly was glowing from the beauty of motherhood she had brought the baby with her since she was still breastfeeding. Blue was with her father in New York for the weekend. Beyoncé and Michelle gushed over Titan. He was just too adorable. They saw a few shows and went to dinner at the Bellagio Hotel. Beyoncé and Michelle didn't have much alone time before the show so they made sure to make sure that after the show they'd have time together. Kelly noticed how close Beyoncé and Michelle seemed to be now. She didn't mind it now that she had her family she didn't have as much time to devote to her best friends.

The performance began with an acapella version of Alpha and Omega by Israel Haughton and New Breed then transitioned into Say Yes. The performance was intense and powerful felt by everyone in attendance. The performance went well and you could clearly tell that Beyoncé is a church girl at heart. Nobody can tell me that Beyoncé can't do a good old Baptist shout. The looks the women shared throughout the performance were intense and filled with love. There is a light shining in here that when she's with her husband seems to be dimmed by him. But when she's with Michelle it can clearly be seen. After the show the women went to dinner and enjoyed a specially made dessert by one of Vegas' best chocolatiers. Beyoncé made sure that it was delivered to their room once dinner was finished. It was a decadent chocolate cake with specially made chocolate pieces crafted around the cake. It was served with vanilla ice cream and caramel sauce. Kelly had dipped off earlier in the night headed home to her husband with Titan. Beyoncé and Michelle spent the night making love. It was sensuous, sweet and satisfying.

2016-2017

The year 2016 was filled with so much for Beyoncé, so many things changed that year and she was feeling the effects of it. She performed the Superbowl halftime show in which Kelly and Michelle made appearances. Then in April she released Lemonade which chronicled her life after finding out Shawn "cheated" on her. It was an arrangement they had but the world didn't know that. She went on the Formation Tour but during the end of the tour after a drunk night she ended up sleeping with Shawn. It was never supposed to happen the sex wasn't good anyway. Michelle could definitely put it down way better but she would never say that to Shawn. Even after the cheating scandal with him he still doesn't know about Beyoncé and Michelle. It was going to stay that way too. However, a few months after getting off tour Beyoncé found out she was pregnant. A few months later she found out it was twins.

Shawn put out an album basically about how he cheated on Beyoncé and featured her on a few songs, it was not his best album and it didn't really do so well on the charts. Nobody wanted to hear how he cheated on a woman like Beyoncé. The world was mad at him.