I'll never love again - Breaky/Dealor ✔️

Chapter 28

May 1974

Roger's POV

They're doing all the test possible, and I was so tired of it. Police supposed to come in a few hours. I just wanted to see if John was awake now. So I sneaked out when Paul and George were in cafeteria. I quickly found his room. I knocked three times.
"Come in ..." I heard raspy voice.
When I opened the door and saw John awake I smiled brightly.
"Hi ..." I said with happy tears in my eyes.
"Rog?" He looked at me "What the hell happened to you?" He gasped.
"Uh, just a little incident at work ..." I lied.
"Roger Meddows Taylor, don't you dare lie to me!" He crossed his arm.
There was long silence.
"Did somebody hurt you? Of course, they did! Who did this? Roger you need to tell me" he caressed my cheek but I flinched.
He frowned.
"The way you flinched, something happened Roger You need to talk to me love ..."
" I-It was W-william ..." I sobbed.
He sat on his bed with wide eyes.
"Roger, I'm so sorry ... You need to report this. I help you, I promise. I want to leave him and take kids with me ..."
"I don't want to talk about this ..."
"We don't have to. But you have to talk about this with the police, you know?"
"Uh ... yeah, I didn't want to but my friends convinced me ..."
"Good ..." He took my hand and kissed my knuckles "I love you" he said quietly.
"I love you to" I smiled through the tears.

"Hey I got the things you asked for ..." William walked in the room.
I was shaking, I wanted to run. I squeezed John's hand.
"Put it there ..." John pointed "... and get the fuck out"
"What? What is he doing here?"
"I know everything, get the fuck out!"
"You'll regret this, both of you!" He said through the clenched teeth "Good luck with this whore!"

John's POV

"Stop calling him like that, you raped him you monster. Good god, I don't know what I saw in you. I thought I have found charming prince ..." I laughed bitterly "I was so fucking blind. You were cheating on me for months but you beat me up so many times because you thought I'm cheating. I was nothing but faithful to you . I loved you so much William..."
"I didn't rape him. He works as a whore, I paid for the service. Did he tell you where he is working?" William said with crossed arms on his chest.
I looked at Roger, he was crying mess.
"Rog? Tell me he's lying ..." I bit my lip and took a deep breathe.
" 'M not ... I swear ..." He hiccuped " I work at strip club, I just dance I swear. I don't sleep with my clients ..."
"Your clients?" I asked quietly in disbelief.
"I didn't sleep with anyone since we broke up, I swear to god John. He's lying I didn't want this ... He forced himself on me. I hate it there, I just do this for you ... and for the babies ... I uh ... thought maybe you could stay with me ... I'm saving money, I bought a crib and few things ..." He said bitting his lips.

William start laughing like maniac.
"You want to stay with him, huh?!" He grabbed my arm with force.
"Ow, ow ... Let me go, you're hurting me!"
"I asked you a fucking question!" He screamed in my face.
"I don't know! I want you both to leave! I need to rest now, I'm tired ..." I said and start crying.
William slammed the door but Roger stayed.
"John I ..."
"Roger leave, I need to be alone now ..." I sniffled.
"Okay, I love you ..." He smiled sadly and kissed my cheek but I stayed silent, frozen.
I had no place to stay, I shouldn't get back to William and I have mixed feelings about Roger. I'm not sure I want a boyfriend who 'works' as a striper. I have feelings for him and I think he would be amazing father to the twins, but this made me question everything.

A nurse came in later, and they did all the blood tests, later they gave me dinner and I had to eat it all even if I wasn't that hungry. I couldn't starve the babies. I couldn't get Roger out of my mind. What if I never get over that he's making money in this way. I love him, I really do but ... I don't want us to fight constantly about that. But I know I need to make up my mind soon. I had no home, no money. My mum doesn't want to see me and I don't have contact with Julie, my sister, any more. I sighed and turned around on my left side. I took the book that was lying on the little table next to my bed, but even reading couldn't get my mind of this, so I quickly put it away. I was so bored, William probably went to work, good god he must be furious with me. I'm scared to be with him alone, but I'm pregnant with his kids so that's stopping him from hurting me.