I'll never love again - Breaky/Dealor ✔️

Chapter 21

November 1974

John's POV

I woke up because I heard some noise in the kitchen. I was scared because William was at work and our housemate had a day off. I quickly but on bathrobe and grab  baseball bat that Woody had in the closet. I quietly sneaked into the kitchen  and I sighed in disbelief.
"William George Wilson!" I yelled at him.
"What? I'm just doing breakfast ..." he laughed.
"I-I thought someone b-broke into our house. You supposed to be at work ..." I chocked on my tears.
"Hey, baby shh ..." He hugged me and kissed my head "Everything's fine ..."
"I j-just got stressed out, I thought I'm alone and someone will hurt me ..." I sobbed.
"I'm sorry John, I should have told you that I'm not going to work today ..." He caresed my back "Actually I took 3 weeks off"
"Really? What for?" I frowned.
He burst in laugh and shook his head.
"You don't seem very happy about that"
"I am. It's just a lot of time ..."

"I need to take care of our relationship, and I thought we could go to Italy for vacation..."
I was hiding my face in the crook  of his neck.
"What do you say baby?"
I inhalled deeply and  looked him in the eyes. I  bit my lip.
"I don't want to go ..." I said quietly looking down at my bare feet.
"Why? You always wanted to go there. You talked so much about this ... You love also Italian cuisine and I thought it would be a great idea. I even bought us tickets ... Why?" He asked suprised.
"I don't want to listen later that I'm such gold digger  and I only want your money!"
"I apologized to you multiple times!"
"You hurt me! How I'm supposed to feel when you said all of those things ... You broke my heart into million pieces. I love you so much. I never asked for anything. I just used your money to do groceries and I only bought tailoring machine. Nothing else, I swear ..." I chocked on my tears "B-but you don't trust me. You're just like your father ..."
"Bullshit! I'm not like him!"
"You sound like him. Day earlier you wanted to keep me spoiled. And we were happy. I just want us to be happy ..." I whispered the last part.
"I had a really though day and I was stressed out..." He started.
" But why you have to take it out on me?!"
"Oh...but it's  fine if you take everything out on me!" He yelled in my face.
"I hate you so much!" I screamed from the top of my lungs.
"The feeling is mutual ..." He hissed  and grabbed me with force. I moaned when he attacked my lips with rough kisses.

"We're going to have sex, instead of talking about this?" I said seductively.
"We always do ..." he laughed "You fucked me so good yesterday that I still barely can walk ... I'm happy that you did, you never wanted to ..." He  was whispering to my ear. He was playing with my breasts.
"I ... Oh good William ... I was too shy ... I don't know ... I never was on top you now, it was stressing me out. But I wasn't thinking about it yesterday ... It's different with you ..." I was breathing heavily.
"I want to fuck you on this kitchen counter ..."he growled in my ear.
"P-please ..." I chocked on my breathe.
"I just grab condoms and lube, alright?"
I smiled and kissed him softly.
I was waiting for him sitting on the counter and swinging my legs.
"We're out of condoms ..." He bit his lips.
"What do you mean we're out? You forgot? Really?" I sighed "Just go to the store"
"You can top today" he smiled.
"I really want your cock inside me ..." I said playing with his chest hair "Go to the store, please ..." I pouted.
"But you're on the pills right, maybe we don't need condoms ..."
"Are you serious?" I hit him in the shoulder "Of course I am, but I don't want a pregnancy scare ..."
He looked at me.
"John?"
"Hm?"
"Do you want to have kids?"
I looked at him suprised.
"Yes, I do. But not now. It's way to early ... Do you?" I caresed his cheek.
"Two or free ..." He smiled "You will be great mom ..."
I smiled and bit my lip.
"Thank you baby, but now go dress up and go to the store, please. And I'll prepare myself in the meantime ..." I pecked his lips a few times.

I went to our bedroom and drop the velvet bathrobe on the floor. I got on the bed and lubbed my fingers and pressed one at my pussy.
"Oh ..."  I moaned and tighten my legs.
I was pumping the finger slowly in and out. After a while I added second and third.
I was so concentrated I didn't even know when William got back.
"Ready?" I heard his deep and raspy voice above me.
"Y-yes ..." I whispered opening my eyes.
"God you're so beautiful ..." he caressed my cheek "I'm very lucky"
"A little cheesy, innit?" I laughed.
"You can ruin every moment" he laughed.
"Sorry, I'm serious now" I kissed him softly "Take off your clothes ..." I purred tugging at his jumper.
He quickly got naked, I was sitting on the bed admiring every part of his body.
"Might be cheesy, but you're so fucking handsome ..." I said and licked my lips.
He growled and kissed me roughly. I moaned quietly and looked in his eyes. He was kissing my neck and playing with my nipples.
"Just get inside ..." I pouted.
"Impatient, are we?"
"Do what I say so maybe I will ride that beautiful cock of yours later ..." I whispered and bite his earlobe.
I smirked when I noticed spark in his eyes. He quickly grabbed a condom and lubbed himself. I looked him in the eyes and moaned when I felt the tip of his cock.
"Oh, Will, fuck ..." I bit my lips when he went all the way and start fucking me.
"God, you're always so tight ..." He moaned grabbing my legs and put them on his shoulders. He went even deeper inside me because of that. My hips start to hurt a little bit because only my upper back were on the mattress. I start pumping myself but he batted my hand away.
"Will, please ... I-I need to ... Oh god please" I shut my eyes and wiggled when he found this spot in my body "R-right there ... Oh god ..."
He was hiting it everytime. I came quickly on my stomach and sobbed from pleasure when he kept chasing his orgasm. My legs were shaking, I was overstimulated. He pounded me roughly in the mattress but his trust were irregular, so he was close. He looked me in the eyes and we came in the same moment. I groaned when he collapsed on top of me with his cock still inside of me.
"Baby, you're heavy ..." I pouted.
"One minute ..." He sighed and put his head beetween my breasts.
I smirked and caresed his hair.