I'll never love again - Breaky/Dealor ✔️

Chapter 11

Hey, I writed this chapter on holidays in Greece and I edited it today at home. God damn it's so cold in Poland and I want bo back to sunny weather ... 😢 I will update oneshoot book soon.
Enjoy!

Roger's POV

I wanted to visit him so bad but doctors and Freddie insisted I wait till the morning. I hope he's okay tho , I would never forgive myself if something serious happened to him, never. Fred was acting really weird, he was sad but when I tried to ask him why he always avoided the answer. And I need to know why. I bet it was all about John and this thought was making me naseus.But I had an evil little plan in my head.

"Freddie can you get me something to eat from the cafeteria? Pretty please ..." I pounted like sad puppy. It always worked on everyone.
"Fiiiine blondie, you cheeky buger ..." he laughed and ruffled my hair.
I waited a few second and rushed to find which room John was in. It was impossible to do it fast because every little part of my body was aching from the fight. But nothing serious happened to me and I only worried about him. His health, safety and happiness were my priority things.

I opened few doors looking for John. I thought that I'm gonna give up but there was one room left. I smiled brightly when I recognised familiar pile of brown hair.
"Deaky!" I yelled happily.
The boy slowly turned around and looked at me ampty. A fake smile was visible on his lips. He looked terrible. He had a black eye, and another bruise on his cheek with a few cuts. This view broke my heart.

"Oh baby what did he do to you ..." I said and hugged him.
Immediately he started crying and breathing faster. He tried to push me away but I hugged him even harder. It was always comforting for him. He was crying so hard he chocked on his tears few times.
"Shhh baby it's okay, I'm here ..." I caresed his back and kissed his temple.
"B-but what i-if you won't love me because of t-that ..." he sobbed shaking .

"Because of what? " I asked but he only started to cry more "John what happened there, baby please be honest with me ..." I said looking in his beautiful eyes.
They were more grey today, it always happened when he was sad. But all I want  is him to be happy.
"But you promise you will love me no matter what?" He asked quietly.
" Of course I will" I said kissing his cold hands.

He looked at me terrified and took a few deep breathes.
"B-brian rapped me ..." he said avoiding my gaze.
I felt like blood was boiling in my veins. How could someone hurt my little precious angel. My chest started to hurt and I felt dizzy.

"I'm going to fucking kill him!" I stood up holding hand at my chest.
"Roger are you okay?" He sound worried.
"It's my fault! It's all my fault ... If I didn't faint you wouldn't be rapped. I should protect you, I failed ... He hurted my little angel ..." I started to cry.

Deaky opened his arms and I hugged him tightly.
"I'm so sorry Deaky, I'm so sorry I didn't saved you ..." My head was in his lap and he was caresing my hair and quietly humming a song to calm me down.
"It's not your fault Roggie, he beated you up. You defended me so well, you did everything right baby ..." he kissed top of my head and stroaked my back.

"I'm so sorry that I'm crying ... I should be the one who comfort you ... " I chocked on my tears.
"Shhh Rogie, it's all right. We're gonna through this together, yes? " he said and kissed me softly.

"Can we cuddle?" John asked quietly.
The door sudenly  opened and Freddie's head piped in looking around.
"There you are you little fucker! I was looking for you literally everywhere." He huffed ale crossed arms in his chest.
He looked at Deaky and then at me. If his eyes could kill I would be dead. His eyes look like two black bullets.

"Roger, what did you do?! Why Deaky is crying? I told you that you should wait till the morning before visiting him!" He started yelling at me.
I was sitting on a bed looking at my lap, I didn't really know what do say.