Catch My Breath

Best Day Ever

It was finally my due date, Ryan came to talk to me and appogised for leaving me. I accpected his appolgy. Danny knew it was my due date but he said he couldn't come because he was busy at work. I was staring to think he didnt care about me or our babies, but I had Shane, Nicky, Ryan, Kian and Mark, thats all I needed in my life, if Danny didnt want anything to do with his children then fine. 

Shane and Nicky were already at the hospital. 

"So, how are you feeling?" Shane said 

"Nervous but I'm looking forward to meeting my boys" I said 

"We can't wait to meet them either" Shane said 

"Have you tried to called Danny?" Nicky asked 

"Of course I have, he didnt awsner...anyway I dont think he cares anymore. I dont think he wants anything to do with his children" I said 

"I'm sure he does care about his children" Shane said 

"I don't think he does, as if he truly did he wouldn't have gone to New York weeks before his babies were born, I honestly think he cares more about his job and that Lindsay" I said 

"That's true, look you know we will always be there for you and so will Ryan" Shane said 

"I know, its just that I want my boys to know there dad, I dont want them to have a dead beat dad" I said 

"It will be hard, if Danny doesnt want anything to do with after they are born then thats up to him, if they want to find him when they are 16 or 18 then we wont stop them" Shane said 

"No we wont" I said 

A few hours had now past and I gave birth to my sons and they were so beautiful, how did I get so lucky. Ryan was at work so he wasnt there for the birth but Shane and Nicky were thats all that mattered to me. 

"They are so cute" Shane said 

"They are" I said 

Ryan came in and gave me a kiss. 

"So sorry, I couldn't make it honey" Ryan said 

"Its okay" I said 

I still hadn't named my sons. 

"So, have you thought of any names yet?" Ryan asked 

"Well, I was thinking of Isaac and Hunter" I said 

"They are lovely names" Shane said 

"I thought so" I said

Shane was holding Isaac and I was holding Hunter. 

They evenually fell asleep, Shane put Isaac in his crib and then he took Hunter off of me and put him in the crib next to him. 

"Right, lets get some food into you, you havent eaten since yesterday" Nicky said 

"I'm fine" I said 

"You need to eat" Ryan said 

"Fine" I said 

Nicky and Ryan left to go and get the food, Shane stayed behind. 

"You okay?" I asked 

"Yeah, just thinking that it would be nice for JJ to have a brother or sister" Shane said 

"I think he needs to aswell, he's getting so big now, I can't believe he will be 3 next week" I said 

"I can't either, I know we have said it loads of times before but thank you" Shane said 

"You more than welcome and if you need me to be a surrogate agian, I'll be more than happy to do it" I said 

"I will have a chat with Nicky and see what he says, he's still got cancer so we probally should wait till his better before we go ahead with it" Shane said