𝔸𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟-ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 - 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

Part 44

POV FINN

'What are we doing today?' Millie asks and i sigh. I couldn't her that i we can't go out there, because of George. I couldn't break her heart again. 'I don't know. What do you want to do?' I ask dogding telling her. 'I don't know. You've been here bfore right?' She asks and i nod. 'Well what did you do?' She asks and i sigh thinking back. 'I don't really know, we were mostly in our hotel and preforming.' I mumble and Millie grabs my face with both her hands. 'You are not telling me something.' She astablish and i nod slowly after a while. 'George won't let us date.' I tell her and she frowns. 'Or go out for that matter. Or go to the movies. Or hike. Or go to the libary. Or-' I tell her and she smiles. 'Yeah i got that from last night.' Millie smiles and i sigh. 'But is not fair.' I mumble and Millie smiles again. 'Finn, i understand.' She asures me but i sigh. 'That doesn't make it better.' I tell her and she sighs. 'Well we just have to find something to do here.' She says and i smile. I move a string of hair out of her face and keep my hand in her neck. I spot a silver neckless underneath her shirt. I pull it out from underneath her shirt and smile when i see the silver shell. 'You kept it.' I smile and Millie looks down. 'Of course i did.' She mumbles. 'I did add something.' She says and from her neck she pulls out a little silver world. It goes perfectly with the shell. 'I got it from my mom.' She explains and i smile. 'She gave it to me for my birthday and said, with in 20 years you will rule the world. You all ready rule mine.' Millie smiles at the memory, but then her look goes a little more sad. I see it but she changes it back to a smile fastly. I scan her face and she starts to move her leg, as she does when she is nervous. 'What?' She asks and i raise an eyebrow. 'I can't look at you?' I ask and she shakes her head. 'Akward.' She mumbles and stretches out the d. I wrap my arms around her and i pull her closer to me. She lays her head in the middle of my chest and i lay my chin on her head. 'Sing me a song?' Millie asks and i frown. 'What song?' I ask and she shrugs. 'She's got attitude, I wouldn't try her, And she looks just like a young Winona Ryder, And when she's mad at you, she'll set you on fire, With a stare, And I get nervous when I am around her, 'Cause I worship this woman from the ground up, And I'd do anything just to spend a while, Anywhere when she's there, And I don't wanna step out of line, I just wanted to spend a night. Now I'm falling in love and it feels like the first time, I'd had enough 'til she walked into my life, Head to toe in designer, Like a young Winona, Like a young Winona Ryder , Yeah we're fallin' in love and it feels real this time, I'd had enough 'til she walked into my life, Head to toe in designer, Like a young Winona Ryder.' I sing Winona ryder from picture this. I lisened to this song a while back and liked it. After a while i finish the song and Millie sits up straight. 'You keep getting better. I didn't think that was possible.' She says and she studies my face when i smile. 'I will go home now.' She says and she stands up. I grab her arm and i pull her back. 'You can't leave me. I'll go insane.' I tell her and she laughs, what is still the most beautifull sound i've ever heard. 'Aren't you all ready?' She asks and i hum. 'Maybe, anymore reasons not to let me alone.' I mumble and Millie tilts her head to the side. 'It doesn't work like that. I have to read in for my classes.' Millie mumbles and i sigh. 'Stay here.' I demand and she sighs. 'I can't.' She mumbles not getting what i mean. 'No, i mean like stay here. We can get your things and stuff and you can stay here.' I mumble and she sits up straight. 'You are not serious.' She says and i nod. 'Yeah i am.' I tell her and she shakes her head. 'No.' She says while shaking her head. I grab her arms and i pull her against me. 'Why not?' I ask and she sighs. 'Because! We are not dating!' She says and i frown. 'Yes we are.' I mumble and she shakes her head again. 'Millie...' I complain and she turns around. 'I told you Finn. I can't do this.' She says and i grab her head. 'Yes you can.' I tell her and she moves her head again, while her eyes turn more red. 'Millie, i know that you think that this is not stable, and will not work out, but i promise you it is stable and it will work out. I will make sure of it.' I tell her and she shakes her head. 'Says the guy who is still fake dating someone.' She snaps and i sigh. 'If you want me to go out on the steets and tell everyone that it is fake, i will.' I tell her and she sighs. 'You can't give me these choices Finn! Because you won't be happy! And i can't dicide this! You...I..' She sighs and i smile. 'Like i am happy without? I am not. Millie, i want you, i don't care what it takes!' I tell her and she looks down. 'But you shouldn't have to make the choices for someone you love! Because, why would you give up evrything for me if i won't do the same? And you left! And i moved on! I got a life! And so did you! And i really don't understand your life! And i don't know if i want to be a part of it!' Millie says and i sigh. 'Millie.' I mumble and i grab her face again. 'I love you.' I tell her and her eyes grow big.  'And i know you can't say it back. But i do love you. And i would do anything for you. So stay here for a few more days. Please?' I ask and she breaths out, i think to stop her from crying. 'Please?' I beg and she looks down. 'Why me? You are surronded by beautifull talented girls daily.' Millie says and i smile at ther insecurities. 'I've met 10000 of girls, and not one of them is you. They all miss something you do have.' I mumble and my forehead falls against hers. 'Your mom said that you rule her world?' I ask and Millie nods. 'You rule mine too.' I mumble and she breaths out again. 'Please stay?' I beg her after a while of silence. 'Just a few more days?' I beg and she looks down, while biting her lip, what is probably the most atractive thing i have ever seen anyone do. 'I don' t think George will like that.' She mumbles and i make a sound. 'Screw George.' I mumble and Millie looks down again. 'Just a few more days.' She says slowly and i smile at my victory. I wrap my arms around her and pulls her closer to me. When she relexes in my arms in finally let out a breath that i think i've been holding fro 5 years. 
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POV MILLIE

Did i get manipulated into staying here? Yes. Do i mind? No. Finn makes me feel more alive then i've been in the past 5 years. And he loves me. He had a bandmeeting or something so i am left alone in a hotelroom. I do the dishes while singing songs on the radio. 'What is that?' I hear behind me and look in Finns eyes. 'What?' I ask and Finn steps forward. He grabs my hips and pulls me closer. Without any doubt he pulls up my shirt. I pull it back fastly and Finn rolls his eyes. 'What is that?' He asks and i understand what he means now. 'A scar.' I tell him and Finn grabs my hips again. 'How did you get that?' He asks and i remove his hands from my hips so that he can't pull it up again. 'I fell.' I mumble and move Finns hands up so that they are in my neck, not on my hips. 'Don't do that.' I mumble when Finn tries to pull up my shirt again. 'I saw you naked before.' Finn mumbles and i sigh. 'Yesh 5 years ago, and that was also very akward.' I remind him and he shakes his head. 'How did you fall?' Finn changes back the subject and i think back. 'I fell down the stairs at school, hit the railing with my stomach. I broke my leg then too.' I tell him and he frowns. 'How did you even fall then?' He questions and i shrug. 'I was upset, so i didn't really pay attention.' I tell Finn and he grabs the bottom of my shirt again. I grab Finns arm and he smiles. 'Why were you upset?' Finn asks and i look down. 'I failled a class.' I mumble and Finn grabs my face. 'You are such a nerd.' Finn says and i open my mouth to protest, but Finn pulls up my shirt. 'Finn.' I let out and he sighs. 'Just let me see.' He demand and i shake my head. 'Please?' He says and i shake my head. 'Don't be so insecure. You are perfect.' Finn mumbles and i sigh. 'That is your opinion.' I mumble and Finn grabs my face again. 'You are.' He says. 'And you can't hide your body from me forever.' He mumbles and i smile. 'Yes i can. You said you would go with me to England, were it is very cold and rainy most of the year, so i can wear hoodies forever. And if we will have sex one day, we will do it with the lights off.' I tell him and he laughs. Finn pushes my jawline up and he presses his lips against mine. I am so happy that we broke that rule. All those feeling my body make me so happy. Finn pulls back and he looks down. He looks up again after a while, but his hand moves underneath my shirt. I want to step back again, but as long as he doesn' t look. I keep my arms around Finns neck so that he can't look down. He moves his finger of the scar, that almost goes untill my bra. 'You did not get this by falling.' He says and i frown. 'Yes, i did.' I tell him and he narrows his eyes. 'Really?' He asks and i nod. 'But honestly, i don't remember that anymore. I don't remember falling, only what the docotrs told me. I hit my head as well.' I tell him and he frowns. 'You don't remember? So what if someone cut you and threw you off the stairs?' Finn asks and i shake my head. 'No. Because if it was a trauma, i would have remember.' I tell Finn and he frowns. 'Weird girl.' He mumbles and i smile. 'You love me.' I mumble and Finn sighs. 'Yes i do.' He mumbles and he wraps his arms around my back. I wrap my arms tighter around his neck and he hugs me back. 'You are too small for this.' Finn smiles and i frown. 'No i am not. This is great.' I tell him. Finn stands up straight and i almost get lifted off my feet. 'No, putt me down.' I smile and i let go of Finns neck, so that i am on the floor again. Finn lays his hand in my neck and he smiles. Finn leans foward a little and i do too. I press my lips against his again.