𝔸𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟-ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 - 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

Part 11

POV FINN

After that confession how could i sleep? Millie did not have any issue sleeping after, it only took her a minute. Did she mean it or was it just to see how i would react? The clock ticks 7 when i hear Millie get up. 'Where are you going?' I ask and Millie looks at me. 'Coffee.' She mumbles and walks out. I stay in the big bed for a while. How can she like me? I stand up and look in the mirror next to the door. Skinny, tall, a bit odd if i say so myself. Do i like Millie? My mind drifs off again before i walk down stairs. 'Do you remeber what you said last night?' I ask after a while and Millie shakes her head. 'What did i say?' She asks and I shrug. 'I don't really remeber either so i was wondering.' I lie and Millie smiles. 'Your such a bad lair. Did i insult you?' She asks and gives me some coffee too. 'No.' My phone makes a sound and it is dad, asking if i could help him with something. I ask when and he say when you are awake, which is now. 'I have to go home, my dad needs help or something.' I mumble and Millie nodds. 'Well i had fun.' Millie smiles and gives me a short hug before i walk out of the house. The bike ride home is way to short and i still don't have my toughts in order. I enter the big house and i can all ready sence something is wrong. I walk up the stairs to my parents bedroom an softly open the door.
Dad isn't there but mom is, crying. I walk to nicks room, where i also here some noise. 'What happend?' I ask and Nick turns around, He is cleaning his room, where stuff are scatterd all over the floor. 'Dad.' He mumbles and i focuss on his face. His eye is big and blue and i can see that there is a bruise on his arm now too. 'I'm sorry nick, i really am.' Nick doesn't deserve this. He can be an ass sometimes but he is always here for me if i need something. I walk in his room and pick up some of the papers and clothes on the floor. 'Where did he go?' I ask after a while and Nick shrugs. After we clean up a bit we go downstairs and eat breakfast. Mom comes down not so long after pretending that she didn't cry. Smiling and baking a cake. I run up stairs as soon as i possibly can, just to avoid her. I grab my guitar and play a few songs for a while. 'You are getting so good, you should start a band or something.' Nick stands next to the door. 'Sure.' I laugh and so does he. 'I am for real.' He smiles and my phone makes a sound. 

MILLIE: Sweet creature, Harry Styles. 
MILLIE: This is one of my favorites. 

Nick has left my room and grab my headphones. 'Sweet creature, Had another talk about where it's going wrong, But we're still young, We don't know where we're going, But we know where we belong.' The song starts and i smile. 'Sweet creature, sweet creature, Wherever I go, you bring me home, Sweet creature, sweet creature, When I run out of road, you bring me home.' Harry Styles sings. It is a good song. 

FINN: I like it too. 
MILLIE: Fan all ready?
FINN: I don't know yet.
MILLIE: is your dad okay?
FINN: Yeah. 
MILLIE: Good
MILLIE: But what did i say last night?
FINN: nothing. 
MILLIE: Even though i can't see your face i still know your lying. 
FINN: No
MILLIE: Yes
MILLIE: you can just ask me. 
FINN: fine
FINN: you said you liked me.
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See! it was a joke! she didn't mean it! I sigh deep and throw my phone on my bed. I focus on my guitar again and play the chords I think Harry Styles plays in sweet creature too. It doesn't take long before i get the hang of it and you can actually hear what song it is. My fingers slide by the steel strings. I hear the frontdoor open and my dads hard voice yells threw the house. 'Finn! Are you back all ready?' He yells and i run down the stairs fast. 'Hey.' I mumble and he groans something. 'Come on.' He snaps and i follow his into the small barn thing next to our house.
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'I need to putt some nails in here. Hold this.' He snaps and gives me a wooden plank, which i think is ment for behind the couch, because it scratches the wall.  'This is why you needed my help? Couldn't Nick do it?' The question all ready leaves my mouth before i can think about it twice. 'Nick flinches everytime i hit the damn thing.' Dad snaps again and i frown. 'And you don't care when i get a little closer to your fingers, right?' Dad asks sneaky and i shake my head. 'Good.' Dad start hitting with a hamer and i try not to flinch. 'One more.' This one is the closest to my hand. He puts in the nail and start to hit. The last hit dad hits my hand. It causes very very intense pain and i drop the plank. 'Oww dad what the hell!?' I snap and look at my hand that is all ready turning blue. 'You flinched.' Dad laughs and i feel like hitting him back. 'Find somebody else!' I snap and walk out of the barn, still clutching my hand with the other. 'Hey..What happend?' Mom asks when i step into the house. 'Aks your husband!' I snap at mom. I know she doesn't deserve it, but honestly i could care less at this point. I walk to the bathroom and open the tab. I wait for the water to get a little warm and then carefully put my painfull hand into the water. Tears come up in the corner of my eye, but i blink them out. 'Here.' Nick gives me an ice pack with a towel around it. 'Cool it. It will make it better after a while.' Nick mumbles and then walks out of the small bathroom. 
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FINN: can i come by?
MILLIE: Sure.
MILLIE: you okay?
FINN: i'll be there in half an hour. 

I don't have to talk to Millie, but i want to run away from dad as fast as i passible could. 'I'm staying at Millie's.' I tell mom, dad and Nick, who are in the livingroom. 'Again?' Mom asks and i nod. 'This has nothing to do with the little accident right?' Dad asks, still smiling. 'Of course not.' I snap mean. I wave akwardly and then turn around. 'I just don't want to see you ugly face anymore.' I mumble when i step into the hallway. 'What did you say to me?' My dads voice follows me. 'I said goodbye.' I lie and fastly putt on my coat. I step out of the house and grab my bike. What am i going to tell Millie? And what if she sees my hand? Do i like her? Am i mean for leaving mom and nick with dad? why are there so many questions? After a long bike ride with al those questions i enter Millie her house. 'Hello?' I yell and i hear a sound from upstairs. I walk up the gray stairs and push open the door to Millie her room. 'Hey.' Millie pulls out her headphones. 'Hey.' She smiles and she scoots over. I sit down on the bed next to her and watch at her phone. She is watching a show. 'What did you want to talk about?' Millie asks and I stay quiet for a while. 'I didn't, i just didn't want to be with my family today.' I mumble and Millie smiles. 'You could just say that you know.' She says and i smile too. Her hand brushes by mine and i flinch. Millie frowns and grabs my hand. 'Jezus what happend?' She asks and stands up from the bed. My hand is blue, almost turning purple. It is also swollen and it still really hurts. 'I hit myself with a hamer.' I lie. 'Why would you do that?' She holds up her finger like i need to be quiet and she walks out of the room. A few seconds later she comes back, with also an ice pack. 'I all ready did that.' I smile but Millie shakes her head. 'Not enough aparently.' She mumbles and gives me the ice pack. 'It was an acident.' I mumble and Millie frowns but doesn't say anything. The doorbell rings and Millie groans but stands up. 'Come on handy man.' She smiles and we walk down stairs. 'David.' Millie smiles at the sight of him. 'Hey Millie! How are you?' He asks and smiles too. 'I'm good, how about you?' Millie smiles and David lifts his tumbs in the air. He is wearing a mask. 'Your mom forgot this again!' He hands Millie the bag and then steps back again. 'She was with you? When?' Millie asks and David raises his schoulder. 'Last night?' He mumbles with a red head. 'Anyways, i have to go again. Bye!' He waves and takes off. 'Odd.' Millie mumbles when she closed the door. 'I think maybe your mom is in love.' I smile and Millie nodds. 'At least he seems nice.' She sighs and so do i. 
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'Hey honey....and Finn.' Millie her mom enters the room and unpacks her bag. 'Hi.' Millie and i say back and i focuss on the tv again. We are watching Harry Potter and the goblet of fire. 'David dropped off your bag.' Millie smiles and her moms head turns red. 'Did he say anything?' She asks and her head turns even more red. 'That you forgot it last night, but i tought you were working.' Millie mumbles and her mom raises her schoulders. 'I stopped by after work.' She mumbles and fastly leaves the room. I smile and so does Millie. 'I'm sorry.' Millie says after a while. 'For what?' I ask and watch Harry Potter dogde the dragon. 'For what i said last night, I can't really remeber it though.' Millie mumbles and I smile. I kind of wish she did mean it, but whatever. At least we are still friends. After a few more Harry Potter movies Millie and I go upstairs to go to bed. After brushing our teeth and stuff we lay underneath the blankets. Millie looks at me and i look at her. I don't know how but we move closer again. My head is not thinking anymore. I try to press my lips on Millie again but she stops me. 'You don't date right? Well I don't really do the friends with bennefits stuff, so it's all or nothing pal.' Millie smiles and turns around. She got me there.