𝔸𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟-ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 - 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

Part 21

POV FINN

I wake up next to Millie with her arms around me. She is still sleeping. She is adorble. Her hair in a messy ponytail, er eyes closed and her mouth a little open. I tuck a string of brown hair behind her ear and i smile. Cute. 'Creep.' She smiles and i laugh. 'Creep? What about romatic?'  I ask and Millie shakes her head. 'Not big on romantic.' She smiles and wraps her arms around my torso. 'Yeah you are.' I mumble and Millie hums against my chest. I move my hand threw her way to soft hair. 'What do you want to do today?' I ask. 'Nothing.' Millie mumbles and she wraps her arms around me tighter. 'You know breathing is necesserie.' I mumble but Millie does not let go. 'Millie?' I ask after a while and she hums again. 'Are you okay?' I ask and Millie nods. 'But?' I ask and Millie shurgs. 'Lets just lay here for a while shall we?' Millie asks and i nod. After a while Millie has fallen alseep again. Her hands are clutched to my sweater, like she is holding on for dear life. She worries me sometimes. Millie her phone rings and i fastly turn it off. Millie moves a little but keeps holding on to my shirt. I check her phone to see if someone important called. JACOB the phones says. JACOB? who the hell is jacob? I close the phone and open mine. I open Millie her instagram and look threw following. Stalker much? Yes. I type in Jacob. jacob.sartorius comes up first. I press on the account and go threw the posts. Then i look threw the highlights and see a photo with Millie. They are a little younger and she is on his back. I tap one further and it's of them next to each other. I close instagram and lay down my phone. Millie moves a little under neath my arms. 'Goodmorning.' I mumble against Millie her forehead. 'No.' She mumbles and i smile. 'Yes.' I mumble and Millie rubs over her head. 'Didn't that call wake you up?' I ask and Millie looks up. 'Call?' she asks and i smile. 'Yeah some jacob.' I mumble and my lip touch Millie her forehead when i speak the J. 'Why?' She asks and i shake my head. 'I didn't awnser.' I mumble and Millie reaches behind me and grabs my phone. 'Oh no.' Millie sighs and throws her phone on the end of the bed. 'What?' I ask her and Millie sighs again. 'How would you like dinner with my mom, and ex-boyfriends family?' Millie asks and i look up. 'What?' I ask her and Millie nods. 'Oh yeah, my mom and his mom are friends and they found out that i have a new boyfriend, so you, and now they want to meet you, because they are so close. I mean i know them since i was 8 years old.' She says. 'Millie....' I complain and she grabs my face with her hands. 'Please? For me?' She asks and i sigh very deep. 'Please?' She tries again and i roll my eyes. 'Yes? I that a yes?' She asks and i can't help but smile a little. 'Oh thank you!' Millie says and presses her lips against mine.
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'Tell me again why i'm doing this?' I ask Millie when her mom putt me on a differen't spot for the third time. 'She is just nervous.' Millie says and stands infront of me. 'I thought they were friends.' I mumble and Millie smiles. 'Very jugdemental friends most of the time.' Millie wispers and i smile. 'I am very greatfull that you where willing to do this.' Millie smiles and she lays her head on my chest. I wrap my arms around her schoulders and she wraps her hands around my back. She presses a kiss on my jawline. 'They are here!' Millie her mom, or wel Kelly, what she made me promise i call her tonight, yells excited. 'Hey Pat, Rolf, Jacob!' Kelly says enthousiastic. 'Hey jacob!' Millie smiles towards the guy from the photo's. 'Millie!' Jacob says and they hug very shortly. 'Hey, Jacob.' He shakes my hand. 'Finn.' I smile polite and Rolf and Pat walk towards Millie. She told me a bit about them and said that i should just call them Miss and sir. 'Finn.' I shake their hand and they smile polite too. We have some drinks and i found out that Jacob is actually a good guy. I don't know much about Millies and his relationship but he is kind. After drinks we have a very akward dinner. 'Okay. I want to say something.' Miss sartorius says after 4 drinks. 'He should not be here.' She points to me and i frown. 'What?' I ask and She laughs. 'I mean it is not personal or something. You are probably really kind, but they belong together.' She waves between Millie and Jacob. 'Oh my god.' Millie says clearly mad. I can't even say anything. They....Invited me and now this? 'Mom please.' Jacob says and Pat shakes her head. 'No. You guys were perfect. I still don't get why you broke up.' She continues and now Rolf starts too. 'Yeah. Why did you guys break up?' clearly i am not the only one wondering that. 'Because we don't fit together. And you wanted to meet Finn. For what? Just to make everyone misreble? Because i think you guys sucseded.' Millie says and the calm tone in her voice worries me. 'Don't speak that tone to my wife younglady.' Rolf points a finger to Millie. 'Don't speak that tone to my boyfriend.' She snaps back. 'What tone?' Pat asks. 'That condencending tone you always used when you guys talked to me.' Millie snaps back. Surprisingly Kelly hasn't said anything yet. 'Well what do you espect? You and Jacob just broke up out of the blue. You broke his heart.' Pat now yells. 'What? Is that the bullshit you told them?' Millie snaps against Jacob. 'You want to know why we broke up? Because your perfect son cheated. And i won't be cheated on. No matter how perfect we were. Now stop this nonsense and let me live my life, with who i want to.' Millie yells and throws her napkin on the table. 'You start to look like your rude sister more everyday.' Pat mumbles and Millie her jaw drops. I fastly grab her hand underneath the table because i think she might jump over the table and really hurt pat. 'Get out.' Kelly says when everyone got quiet. 'Kelly come o-' Rolf starts but kelly doesn't let him. 'No. It is horrible, that you want to meet this kid, who is kind and has been nothing but a prefect gentleman this entire evening even though you emberres him.' Kelly points to me. 'Then you insult my daughter. Twice. Once over her break up and once over her sister and i swear to god, If you say one more thing about Melody, I will suit the living hell out of you and your family, because i know your secrets too. Now get out.' Kelly snaps and points to the door. 'Jacob come on.' Pat says and Jacob sighs. 'I'm sorry. Really.' He says and then they leave the house. 
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The cold is not even bothering me. I sit on the chair behind Millie her house. After that dinner i had to get some air. First things first: I am not worthy of Millie her love. I knew that all ready, so check. Second: Millie and jacob broke up because they cheated. Which is a surprise but does explain a lot about Millie her trust isuess too. Third: Melody was rude. Fourth: Kelly was defenitily done with them. Doesn't sounds that much to figure out but it took me almost an hour to get it all in line. 'Hey.' Millie walks out of the house. 'Hey.' I mumble and look into the black garden. Millie hands me my jacket and she sits down on a chair next to me. 'Do you hate me?' Millie asks after a while of silencie. 'I could never hate you Millie.' I mumble and she sighs. 'Well are you mad? I mean, clearly your mad, I am really sorry Finn. I never even should have agreed to this dinner thing. And i-' Millie rattles and i stop her. 'I know. I was just thinking out here.' I mumble and Millie looks at me. 'Why didn't you tell me?' I ask and Millie looks up. 'I was a buzy night, you are going to have to be more specific.' Millie smiles. 'With Jacob.' I mumble and Millie shrugs. 'I was embressed. My first boyfriend cheated on me.' Millie says and she shakes her head. 'That is what you was wondering? Not about the entire hate on you thing?' Millie asks and i shake my head too. 'I knew it all.' I mumble and Millie raises her eyebrow. 'Millie come on. You come from a good rich family and you are the best in our grade. You are going to NYU or Columbia. Your dad has conections at Yale, so you can even get an interview there if you want. You are going to work some where in a hugh fancy compagny and you are going to have the perfect kids and the most pretty house in the street with many christmas lights. I don't fit in there. I am not the best in school. I want to work somewhere small and cozy and i want a small house, and i am not even sure if i want childeren. I ruin the perfect picture.' I smile at not even mad because of the words. Millie her frown is so deep i could lay something in it. 'That is not true.' Millie snaps and i shake my head. 'that it their picture. Not mine. I want a small house because this one is to big and white. Yeah, i like to learn, but only because it keeps me occupied. I want childeren, yeah one day, but first i want to travel the world in a van.' Millie snaps. 'And you do fit in that picture. Because i want you too and it is my picture.' Millie bites and i smile. 'In a van?' I ask after a while. 'Yeah. A old van with a airmatress in the back, where i can sleep.' She smiles and so do i. 'Please send me a photo when you do that.' I smile and so does Millie. 'Come on.' She says and she stands up. I grab her hand that she reaches me and i let her pull me inside the house.