Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
2-14-21 | 2564 words I wrote this chapter tripping balls lmao, If it shows um idk flavour, Imswear i'll Read it over in the morning and delete some wack ass shit. last time this happened I accidentally gave Schlatt Another love interest lmao.
Enjoy besties ☹️👍
A cool breeze blows against me, not enough to made me budge, but giving me a noticeable shivers. An arm drapes around my shoulders, giving me a little squeeze. I acknowledge this as precaution, for as we are standing on a bridge, high enough where if you were to 'fall' it would end in serious injury. Even with this understanding, I lean into the touch anyway.
Water laps hungerly at the shore "Hes evil, Dave."
I haven't spoken much of to my father, or Schlatt of recent. I couldn't bring myself do to it. I don't ever want to speak to Dad. However, I suppose I owe Schlatt atleast some explanation. I'll do it when we get home, just a quick detour. But, then that begs the question of what on earth do I say to him.
He chuckles breathily "There is no such thing as evil people, only scared people doing evil things."
I cast him an odd look, almost offended.
He pays me a calm glance, he usually has a distant, dopey look. But of recent its felt different, I think hes just tired.
"I feel as though you forget hes raising two teenagers with severe ADHD and a six year old who cries when the toast takes too long, by himself."
"Of course you're on his side." I growl. Dave rarely gets in trouble, any of his wrong doings are brushed off. Hes only ever been grounded once, when Dad caught him with a vape when he was, like, thirteen.
Dave and I's bond is largely untested. We used to look up girls kissing on the family computer. I sometimes wonder if this ever played a part into me being gay, if so, what exactly? But I digress, I can't help but feel safe with Dave. I despise home, at the moment, I have no safe space anymore. The only place I'm now free from judgement is with Dave now. I can't be with Schlatt, I can't fucking have anything. Hireath, in a twisted way.
"I never said that, Its just somethin' to think about, nerd." He snorts. I roll my eyes.
We stand there in a silence. Its comfortable, a sweet quiet. You can see the pretty lights of the town off in the distance. I don't get this peace with Dave often ever since Tommys always around. Ever since hes been able to actually acknowledge this thoughts he seems to constantly want to linger around Dave, he gets sent into a panic when our brother isn't present for an extended period of time without confirmation of his return.
