'It wasn't all that you thought it was!' ~ Alex Turner Fanfiction

2013: Part 4

"So what you're saying is you kissed me because you're confused about your relationship!?" Jasmine questioned when Alex finally stopped talking.

"I don't know!.....I really don't know anymore!" Alex muttered.

"You do realise you just did what you had a go at Arielle for doing....right?!" Jasmine carried on questioning.

"Fuck...Shit.....I'm a mess...Jasmine I'm a mess!" Alex whined again, "I fuck everything up....I fucked up my relationship with Alexa...I nearly fucked up Matt's relationship...I caused the band to almost split up...I'm the reason the band was created which means I'm the reason you and Matt stopped talking...and I sound like an idiot so I'm just going to go!" Alex continued whining before getting up and walking to the door but felt someone grab his hand.

"Alex nothing is your fault...there is always someone else involved and in regards to the Matt and I thing...That was not your fault..If anything it was mine for overreacting...I should have been happy for you guys but instead I had a go at You and Matt and then ran away.....that was not your fault so please please please never think it was!" Jasmine didn't realise she was crying, "We all fuck up Alex...we're human beings and we all make mistakes! Nobody is perfect...look at me.....i'm definitely not perfect..Neither are you!" Jasmine giggled to herself in the final part.

"What do you mean you're not perfect?!" Alex sat next to Jasmine on the bed.

"No-one is perfect!" Jasmine forced a laugh.

"You keep telling yourself that Little Miss Stubborn !" Alex chuckled.

"I grew out of that a long time again....plus I thought you would have forgotten that!"Jasmine laughed.

"What...you grew out of the Mr Men and Little Miss Series...I am hurt and I could never forget that!" Alex pretended to be hurt.

"I grew out of that the minute I left Sheffield!" Jasmine smiled trying not to laugh.

"Well look where that got you!" Alex laughed.

"What was it I called you and Matt...I genuinely can't remember!?" Jasmine questioned.

"You called me....Mr Daydream....and Matt was....Mr Noisy!" Alex was trying his hardest not to laugh.

"Mr Daydream? What was I thinking!?" Jasmine rolled her eyes and looked at the wall.

"I don't know, maybe you thought I was dreamy...and you maybe had daydreams about me!?" Alex smirked at Jasmine deliberately trying to annoy Jasmine.

"I was 11!" Jasmine defended.

"And I was 16 not that much of an age gap...plus I know you have a crush on me!" Alex returned in the same manner.

"Had...there is a difference!" Jasmine faced him to see his smirk drop.

"I forgot you like girls!" Alex muttered.

"I don't like just girls Alex....I like guys too but I haven't seen you for nine years you can't expect me to still like you considering the fact I hadn't even had a relationship!" Jasmine corrected.

"A'right fair...anyways tell me about your relationships!" Alex sat up and faced Jasmine.

"Really...you really wanna know about that?!" Jasmine questioned.

"Yes...of course I want to know!" Alex pestered cheerfully.

"Fine so....I've been with three people. The first one was a boy called Peter when I was 15 for about three months. Then there was Will from 17 to 18 but we ended that mutually. Then there was Quinn who I was with for four years. We broke up three - four months ago...I loved her so so much and I didn't realise how toxic our relationship really was...I think it took my mum seeing her hit me that really made it set that she really wasn't a good person, and so I kicked her out of the flat Mariella and I lived in at the time, we went on a small holiday and came back to the flat ransacked and the windows were smashed and a note saying 'I hope you like the fact I redecorated for you enjoy life Ouinny x' and that broke me. What about you?" For the first time since it happened Jasmine didn't cry when talking about Quinn.