'It wasn't all that you thought it was!' ~ Alex Turner Fanfiction

2016:Part 10

If she opens her mouth one more time I might just cremate her on the spot....or dress her in a duck costume and run her over with her truck...omg or I could drown her in acid and then burn her to death!!......But I can't because she's Alex's girlfriend. I think if I did any of that he would never speak to me again...and I don't want that! But seriously though I hate her....she's made so many comments about things and Alex hasn't said anything....I mean he loves her and all that but come on mate....you're like my brother.

"Stubborn, are you listening to me?" I heard his voice interrupt my thoughts.

"Yeah, sorry what?" I saw her roll her eyes from next to Alex.

"We were all just discussing Taylor's nickname but none of us can think of a good one...you're the best at it so can you think of anything?" FFS....Why do I have to...you've already come up with one Alex.

"Stick to the Little Miss and Mr Men theme so she-!" I started before she RUDELY interrupted me.

"The what?" She chimed in.

"The Mr Men series of books.....I'm Little Miss Stubborn..Matt is Mr Noisy and Alex is Mr Daydream.." I looked at him as he looked to the side...and blushed??...wtf, "So you should be Little Miss Sweet Dreams Tennessee...and yes....I copied that!" I sat further back in my seat...please get me out of here.

"You listened to it?!" Why the fuck does Alex sound so surprised.

"Nooo...I just thought of it....of course I listened to it you idiot....I might be a bitch but I still listen to your music!" I sarcastically answered as I got up and walked to the record shelf only to pull out 'Everything You've Come To Expect' and hold it up.

"No way!" He shot up and walked over to me, grabbing the record out of my hand, "D...Do you have anymore?" He stuttered. I pointed towards the shelf to show him all of their records; WPSIATWIN, FWN, Humbug, SIAS, AM, TAOTU, EYCTE. (I'm too lazy to type them all out)

"They aren't mine...they are my parents.... But I've listened to all of them!" He placed the record back where it came from and hugged me.

"Thank you!" He whispered in my ear before letting go and walking back to Taylor. So I took it upon myself to leave before she made some snarky comment about me.

"If you'll excuse me!" I excused myself from the room and walked back to my room...being in the same room as Taylor is suffocating.

Alex, Taylor, Matt and Bre went to visit Penny and Jill...my aunt's not been doing great...I don't blame her..neither have we...but we have each other...well no not really..my dad hasn't really left his room since Mum died...I don't blame him either..it's hard on all of us...but I'm trying to be strong for both of them.... It's harder than it looks...all I want to do is break down and cry but I can't because if I do then it could make it much harder for everyone else.

I spoke to Mariella for the first time in 2 weeks today...Why I hear you ask? Well...she got cast...in a film...called.... Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them.....as...QUEENIE! (Alison Sudol is amazing btw) I'm so proud of Mari...because it was her dream to be in a Harry Potter movie...it was lucky they were making a new film that was a part of the Wizarding World.

Matt 14:29pm:

'Hey Jammy, how are you?'

Jasmine 14:32pm:

'I've been better lol! How's Aunty Jill?'

Matt 14:33pm:

'She's alright....she's been better since we got here. Penny comes over everyday with Alex...Taylor never wants to come over something about grieving people are boring..that's what Penny told me...the fucking bitch!! How's Uncle Richard?'

Jasmine 14:35pm:

'Honestly, I could kill Taylor!!! He's not great..still hasn't left his room....he's not eating either. I'm worried about him, Matty!'

Matt 14:36pm:

'He'll come around...he loved your mum, they had been together since they were sixteen...they had you together....plus you look exactly like your mum...he might find it hard to look at you!'

Jasmine 14:38pm:

'Wow..thanks Matt!'

Matt 14:40pm:

'I didn't mean it like that!'

Jasmine 14:42pm:

'I know Matty...I know!'

Matt 14:44pm:

'Are you and your dad coming down to Sheffield for Christmas still?!'

Jasmine 14:47pm:

'Yes...we wouldn't miss it...especially now!'

Matt 14:49pm:

'Good...I let me mum know! I love you Jammy!'

Jasmine 14:52pm:

'Love you too Matty!'

Imma be honest.....I completely forgot about going to Sheffield for Christmas and I'm pretty sure my dad did as well! I thought it would be best if I went and told him but....I can't get into his room because he's locked it....and he won't answer my texts or calls.

I bit the bullet and went to his door and knocked.

"Dad?..Are you awake?" I asked, not expecting a reply.

"Yes Darling!" WTF!! He responded.....and opened the door.

"I just wanted to tell you that we are still going to Sheffield for Christmas!" I rushed.

"I was just about to come and ask if you wanted to...Jill texted me asking if we were still coming!" He chuckled.

"Haha..Matty just asked me!" I laughed.

I hugged my dad for the first time since mum died.....we stayed like that for nearly 10 minutes...and it hit us both for the first time that it was just him and I now. Just Richard and Jasmine Dawson mourning the beloved Laurie Dawson.