'It wasn't all that you thought it was!' ~ Alex Turner Fanfiction

2013: Part 8

I had no clothes......as per usual Mariella didn't do the washing like she promised.....and guess what....the only fucking thing I had was Alex's Lacoste, the one I wore at Glastonbury washed of course, I had some black paperbag shorts and knee socks......it's all I have...I'm so going to hurt her when she gets home. When I finished changing I ran into Luke's room to find something Alex could wear and settled on some black jeans and a t-shirt.

"I hope this is ok!" I handed Alex the clothes.

"It should be ok....thank you Jaz!" Alex smiled at me as he took the clothes out of my hands, "I like that outfit by the way!" He smiled again.

"It's all I have because Mariella hasn't done the washing again!" I groaned.

"Then you should just do it.....if she isn't going to!" Alex turned back.

"No...Imma punch her when she gets home...that should do the trick!" I laughed as Alex started laughing as well.

Alex came back into the sitting room messing with his hair mumbling to himself.

"Are you ok?" I sniggered.

"No, me fooking hair!" Alex complained.

"Jesus Christ!" I continued sniggering.

"Can you stop sniggering for just a second and help me!" He demanded.

"Calm down Al...it's just hair!" I got up from the settee and helped him with his hair and flattened the quiff on the top of his head. I didn't realise how close I was to Alex until I looked him in the eyes for what felt like eternity, I forgot about everything until he grabbed me and kissed me, we slowly started walking towards my bedroom door.

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Alex threw me on my bed and I giggled, he slowly moved towards the scruff of my knee socks and kissed it and I let out a small sigh before I snapped out of it.

"Wait wait wait, Alex stop!" I pushed him away.
"What....what's wrong?" Alex gulped.

"We can't!" I indicated.

"Why....?" Alex whispered.

"Because you have a girlfriend!" I remarked and stood up, "You should go Al!"

"I'm sorry Jaz......I really am sorry...I just-" He started apologizing.

"Don't....it'll just make me feel worse!" I trembled.

"Ok.....I'll see you soon!" Alex murmured as he grabbed his stuff and walked out the door. I just crumbled when the door shut, it happened again....this time it went further than before and I just screamed as Mariella walked through the door.

"Jesus....Jasmine what happened!" Mariella dropped her stuff and ran to me before grabbing me in her arms and holding me tight.

"He...." I couldn't talk.

"Who...Luke....Is Luke ok?" She panicked.

"L...Luke's fine b...but Alex....Alex and I nearly....we nearly had sex.....and he....he is still with Arielle....and I feel so fucking stupid because.....because.....I still fucking love him like I did when I was younger.....that was a stupid childhood crush...but how do I tell him....b...because he has a girlfriend and I....I don't know what to do!" I rambled.

"Shhh, calm down Strawbs!" Mariella rocked me back and forth, "I'm going to call Luke ok!" Mariella grabbed her phone from her pocket and dialed Luke's number.

Luke's POV

It was nice spending time with my brother and his girlfriend Katie...she really is a lovely person.

"So you and Jasmine....you have known each other since you were 11?" Katie asked.

"Yes....we played brother and sister in Chitty....we haven't left each other's side since then!" I replied happily.

Our pleasant conversation got interrupted by a frantic Alex bursting through the door.

"Jamie mate, ya need to fuckin' help me!" Alex shouted the second he walked through the door.

"Woah, woah...calm down. Breathe Alex....just breathe!" Jamie leapt up from his chair and straight to Alex.

"I.....I'm an idiot....I'm absolute fuckin idiot!" Alex shouted again.

"Katie...can you go get a glass of water. I'm sorry you have to witness this Luke!" Jamie hurried as Katie ran to the kitchen.

"Luke.......Luke is here!" Alex stuttered as my phone rang.

"M.....what's wrong?" I answered my phone, "Fuck...ok i'm on my way home!" I hung up and grabbed my stuff, "I'm sorry I have to go....Jasmine needs me!" As I said that I saw Alex tense up, "Alex....is there somethin' you need to tell us?" I asked cautiously.

"She's gunna tell you....I know she is..so I might as well!!" Alex rushed.

"Tell me what Alex.....what did you do?" I put my stuff down and went over to Alex.

"I....I kissed her....again....and then it got a bit...but she's smart..she told me to leave....a..and I feel like a dick because I'm genuinely starting to like her...but I have a girlfriend who I fuckin' love too...Luke....He's going to kill me....they can't keep anythin' from each other you know this!!" Alex contunited rushing whilst shaking like a leaf.

"Hey...It's ok! It was a shitty thing to do, yes! But you need to make a decision ....Arielle or Jaz.....you can't play with either of them....ya hear me?!" I stated. Alex didn't say a word, he just nodded his head so I picked my stuff up and left.

Luke 18:30pm:

'She feels like shit....Alex feels like shit....they both knew they fucked up....they're smart like that. Jasmine hasn't left her room in a week. I don't blame her...everything happened so fast....Her breakup, Meeting Matt and the other again after nine years, another breakup...and now the Alex situation.

They went back to LA a few days ago.....Jaz didn't go to the airport because Alex was there...that broke Matt...of course it did..I mean they promised each other they would say goodbye.

Don't get me wrong I love Jasmine to bits but she can't control her emotions and she's extremely awkward. But it's also for the best because Arielle was there so if they were awkward around each other then I think she would've suspected something!'

I'm sorry love, I'm ranting!!! I miss you so much Tom!!

Tom 19:30pm:

'I'm so sorry :(....I was on set so I didn't get your message!

It is a shit situation yes but you've just gotta let her deal with it how she wants...if that means not leaving her room then so be it. I'll be home in a few weeks so I can help anyway I can!

I love you so much Luke!'

Jasmine's POV

"MATT!!! I TOLD YOU WHY!" I shouted down the phone.

"THAT'S NOT A GOOD ENOUGH EXCUSE!" He shouted back at me.

"HOW ISN'T IT!! I HAD A MIGRAINE!" I replied still shouting.

"BULLSHIT...I KNOW WHY....ALEX TOLD ME!" Matt bellowed.

"He what!" I calmed down.

"Alex told me the other night...he got drunk after an argument with Arielle and he told me!" Matt had also calmed down.

"How are they?" I asked.

"Not great....I just pray to god they don't break up before this album is released because the entire thing is about her!" Matt mumbled.

"Well shit!" I cursed.

"Hey look, I need to go but we will see you soon, promise?!" Matt continued mumbling.

"Promise!" I stated before Matt hung up.

I decided that it was probably time to leave the house...I even started looking at plane tickets to America...I felt bad for not saying bye to Matt but I just couldn't face Alex and Arielle...not after what happened. But the truth is......I didn't go...