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Rhiannon

it's been three months.

three months since it all happened, that is chase telling me he had feelings for me. yeah, you thought I was gonna say Vinnie. no. still haven't spoken to him, since that night. But according to tiktokroom he wasn't very happy about me and chase being together, he told Hollywood fix a couple nights ago he "knew it was happening the whole time." lies, because it wasn't.

I rolled over, looking at chase's face as he was still sleeping. I smiled, we were in each others bed's every night now-a-days. it was nice to be with somebody again, except, we aren't together. just friends with benefits I guess. maybe something less, the benefits comes when we don't know what else to do anymore, we're high on something drugs or alcohol or maybe both, when we've watched everything we know to and talked about everything we know to. Maybe life sucks, maybe it's me finding my new purpose, I'm not sure, and I don't exactly know how I feel now-a-days.

"good morning, why are you staring at me?" he asked. "good morning, sorry I zoned out." I said. " you okay?" he asked. "yeah just thinking I guess." I said. I rubs my palms against my eyes, and moved them into my hair, before groaning and stretching. "what do you wanna do today?" he asked. "I'm not sure honestly. anything, I kinda just wanna have a lazy day." I said. "I'm fine with that." he said. I walked into the bathroom, grabbing my tooth brush from its holder and putting the combination of water and toothpaste on it, and moving it along the bases of my teeth.

After I brushed my teeth, I went to my closet to find something to wear. I decided on some cheetah biker shorts and an extremely oversized champion hoodie, that I'm pretty sure was Vinnie's, but I don't remember so he probably won't. I threw my hair in a bun and walked to the kitchen to get some food and some coffee. I grabbed some water, and made my old whipped coffee from when that was a trend and a granola bar, before walking back up the stairs to my room. I really wasn't in the mood for chase today, and I didn't have the heart to tell him that. I don't know what to do. Today is just one of those days.

I dropped my drinks and snacks off on one of my nightstands and went out to the balcony. I Rolle my daily blunt and lit it, taking a few hits before chase walked outside. I looked at him when he walked out the door. He sat down on the other empty chair that was out there. I saw him holding my coffee cup, "I brought your coffee out here, I figured you'd be out here for a while." he said. "thank you, wanna hit?" I asked. "sure, thanks. " he said. I handed it to him after talking another hit, holding the smoke in my mouth to get all I needed from it. I watched him wrap his lips around it and inhale. I pulled out my phone and chose the first audio that came up on my for you page, it was the slowed "Brooklyn baby" sound by Lana del Rey. I chose it, and recorded myself drinking my coffee on the balcony with chase in the background. Lip-syncing the words, "yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool, but he's not as cool as me." I added a black and white filter and posted it with the caption, "besties that roll together, well you know the drill"

the comments on that video immediately started to roll in.

User: That's Vinnie's jacket...

User: the audio? chase? boyfriend? vinnie's jacket? I've never been more confused in my life.

Vinnie: Yeah same honestly.^^

me:@vinniehacker needed something to wear today, pulled it out of my closet and couldn't remember who's it was, don't think too much into it bby.

User: Does she wanna be back with vinnie?

User: ig not after her comment back to him I don't think.

Me: Can I not just pick a random audio on tiktok without people blasting me??

Me: i'm sick of this shit, i'm taking a break.

Me: Ducessss

Chase: no come back...

Chase: we miss you already...

I put my phone down on the table. "I think im gonna go shopping later, I gotta spend money on something, I think I need some retail therapy." I said. "Do you want some company?" he asked. "I think im gonna see if Addison wants to do something, it's been a while since me and her did anything" I said. "oh okay, well I guess just let me know when you're back and we can do something." he said. "alright I will. do you need anything while I'm out?" I asked. "no thanks." he said, he slid open the door, and walked into the house. Thank god. not that I don't wanna spend time with him, I just don't wanna be social today.

I kept my same outfit on, but put on some makeup and straightened my hair. I added some jewelry and some chunky white converse. I grabbed my purse, and walked down to my car. I drove to the first parking garage I could see, and sat in the car and cried. why I don't know. I wiped my tears away before they could roll down my face, and I put my mask on and walked to the Gucci store. on the way there, Hollywood fix was standing outside, "Hey Rhiannon!! how's it goin? we saw you're taking a break from tiktok care to explain why?" he asked. "not really. I'm just kinda going through some stuff, I don't wanna talk." I said. "Can you at least tell us If that sweatshirt is vinnie's?" he asked. "I don't know if It is, but he acted like it was so I guess ill just say it is." I said. "thank you Rhiannon." he said. I opened up the door and walked in.

Vin

Hey, can we meet somewhere and talk?

please?