I'm feeling generous, so here's another update
Sighing, I put the video in my suitcase. I'll save that for later. It's too soon right now. I was smiling big because of what happened though
Morning
I decided to have breakfast with my girls. I'm so happy to be spending time with them again
"I was really surprised that you actually came" Tima sipped some of her orange juice
"Me too. Any specific reason?..." Becky asked
"I haven't figured that out yet" I shrugged
"How do you not know?! What have you done so far? What were you planning to get out of this trip" Alyssa asked
I smiled, devishly
"Oh, shit.... What did you do" Casey asked
"Well, what would all of you do to get revenge on someone who ruined your relationship? Let's say my scenario: what would you do to get back at Nikki for ruining your life" I asked
"Try to forgive her" Abena said
"Get even" Abrielle said
"Ruin her life" Casey said
"Beat her ass" Tima said
"Make her feel the way you did" Alyssa said
"Kill her" Becky said
"First of all, all of you are crazy. Second, I......had sex with Roman on camera and I don't really know what to do with it right now....." I whispered
"You did not!" Abrielle said in disbelief
"I did and I'm not sure if I should show Nikki before the wedding or after" I said
"After" Abena said
"Yea. That way, Nikki would have more trust and emotions with Roman because they're married" Tima said
"Ok" I nodded
Night
I sat on my bathroom floor, cutting myself. For some reason, I was crying hard. It definitely wasn't from my wrists. They didn't hurt. I carelessly let the blood run on the floor. Someone knocked on the door. Slowly, I answered it. Roman
"Yea....." I asked
Roman looked at my wrists "Serena!...."
"I'm fine. Why are you here"
"I was coming to ask you for a favor, but it really can wait. You're not in the best mood right now. This definitely isn't the best time for you" Roman welcomed himself in and pulled me to the kitchen sink
"Why do I need to be in a good mood"
"This just isn't the best time for you...... Nevermind"
"No! Tell me"
Roman put my hands in the sink and turned the water on "Nikki wants to go back on the road, but we want a baby"-(gco)
"Wait! You want a baby by Nikki?!" I squeaked
"We want one and we were wondering if you could carry it..... "
Tears quickly ran down my face "Are you kidding me?!"
"I know how you're feeling right now"-(gco)
"You don't have any idea how I feel right now!!!" I took my hands out of the sink "Get out!!!"
