One Week Later
Roman was in the room with me and he was holding Jordyn. We've been pretty good. But he keeps saying "I love you" which keeps making everything awkward. I still have been hanging out, casually, with Caleb
I kept fidgeting with my fingers. Roman looked at me
"What's wrong"
I jerked my head up "What?,........oh, nothing"
Roman sat next to me "Are u sure"
I didn't feel like telling him right now. I squeezed my lips closed and nodded
Roman laid Jordyn down and put a pacifier in her mouth. Then he wrapped his arms around me
"Stop...... " I shook my head
"I love you"
"Stop saying that....." I blankly said
"Why won't you say that back"
I got out of his grip "Can u go" I looked down
"Why..... "
"You keep saying that and it irritates me!"
"Because it's true. You never had a problem with saying it before"
"When. We. Were. Together!"
"What's the difference now if the feeling's still there"
"Just go...." I sighed
"I love you too much to ever leave your life" Roman pulled me in again.
"Aren't u and Jessica together?"
"It's complicated....."
"Are you?!!" I yelled, making Jordyn cry. I sighed and grabbed her "I knew you were going to do this if I decided to come back on the road" I shook my head
"Fine, it's true!"
"Why do you always do this to me. We always have this talk!" my voice got quieter
"I never wanted to hurt you, I promise"
"Please..... Just go..... I need to be alone right now....."
Roman kissed me out of nowhere and I didn't move my mouth. I took a step back and waited for Roman to leave
Roman sighed and left. I don't even know if I hurt his feelings or meant what I said. I feel really bad now because I realized that Roman's birthday is in 4 days
I don't even know if I want to see him on that day
Monday Night Raw
I stayed in my room. Roman wasn't working tonight, but Jordyn was with him in his room. I didn't want to be around Roman.....or Jessica. And I scolded Roman about him having Jordyn around Jessica
I sat on the couch with my knees to my chest and stared blankly at the table. I jumped when I heard my phone ring. I quickly went into my room to get it. The caller id was Roman
Is Jordyn OK I answered
Yea! I'm a good father, I know what I'm doing
Mhmm......
Anyways,......I was wondering if you wanted to come over
What the fuck is he thinking?!
No
Can we just al-(gco)
No!
We need to-(gco)
We?! Who is WE?!
You, me, Jordyn, Jessica and Isaac Roman quickly said
I gritted my teeth We need to what...... I slowly said. Oh wait, who's Isaac??
Work things out to be a family
I clenched my fists. I really wanted to say something hurtful!..... But I held it in
And I think u should come over Roman continued
Fine...... I angrily said
I hung up and looked at my outfit. I was wearing a Pink sweater(above knee length) with leggings. I shrugged and left
I went to Roman's door and hesitantly knock. Roman opened it before I could
He smiled "Hey, Serena" he hugged me
"Hi" I dryly said, keeping my arms by my side
Roman led me in and I stood in the room, awkwardly
"Hi, Serena!" Jessica happily greeted me. She hugged me
I didn't hug back and made a face. I kept looking at the knife that was on the corner. I turned my lip up
Jessica let go and I stared at her. What is wrong with her?, I thought
I tried to shake my anger off. I went over to Jordyn and sat next to her
Roman sat next to me with his baby. He had a boy
"This is Isaac" Roman said
I fake smiled and tried not to cry. I looked at Issac. He looked so much like Roman
"Are you ok" Roman asked
I quickly nodded, looking away
"If you d"-(gco)
"It's ok...... " my voice cracked, but I tried to smile
Roman put his hand on my leg and I shook my head, letting him know to not do that
Jessica sat down across from me
"We were thinking that all of us should have family counseling....."
I looked at Roman with an expression on my face and he nodded
"Family counseling?...." I tried not to show my anger
"We think it's the best thing since........" Roman stopped
"Since what" I tightly smiled
"We just all should get along" Jessica said
I moved my hair out of my face and left the room. Roman caught me in the elevator
The doors closed and we were in there together. Great!
Roman pressed the stop button. I looked at him
"Why did you leave"
"What do you think" I simply answered, annoyed
"Are you going to agree to counseling"
"I don't know"
"Please.....so we can work out our problems"
"We shouldn't even have problems. We're not together, we're not going to get back together. What happened in the past...... We shouldn't even bring that up..... I mean, it's not like it should matter anymore, although it still hurts" I rolled my eyes to stop tears
Roman put his thumbs on my cheek and leaned in to kiss me
"We cant......" I stopped Roman, crying a little Roman
"I love you and I always will" Roman said with his face still close to mine
I moved away from him and pressed a button on the elevator to continue going to my room
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