I knocked on Serena's door. She opened it and scowled. Serena tried to close the door, but I pushed it back open. I walked into her locker room
"Why are you here" Serena asked through gritted teeth
"Closure. You could say"
"Get out of my locker room"
"One of the few things you have without me. Your locker room and Jordyn. That's it. You need me"
"No I don't"
"Don't you realize how shallow your life is without me" I walked around Serena "How meaningless your life is"
"Are you looking for closure or trying to piss me off"
"Oh, I don't need closure. My life is amazing without you. I can have any female I want. You have to dig through trash to find someone"
Serena's eyes watered. I don't know what came over me, but this felt.......right. In our relationship, I barely got a chance to give my opinion because Serena is so insecure. I continued talking
"I'm not even OK with my daughter growing up in your "care". Not only are you a terrible parent, but you're not even a woman. Nikki would be a better mother to my daughter. I really have no idea what I saw in you. If I was as pathetic and lonely as you, I'd end IT...... Unless you can come to your senses and come back to me. I'll give you time"
Serena was crying a river when I walked out. That river will lead back to me
Hotel
Serena's P.O.V
I sat in the bathtub, crying. How can Roman say those things to me?! I can't explain how I feel right now. I don't know why, but I feel like some of it was true. I looked at my ring. I don't know why I still have it
I stared at my razor. I grabbed it and broke the plastic off, leaving just the sharp blade. Without thinking, I pressed the blade against my skin and moved it across my wrist. I blankly continued to cut myself. The cuts didn't even hurt. The emotional pain was worse. I kept cutting both of my wrists as my vision became blurry.....
Roman's P.O.V
I broke into Serena's hotel room. I was going to get my ring back. I checked on Jordyn first. She was sleeping peacefully. I went into Serena's bedroom. The light was off, but the bathroom light was on. I walked in and saw Serena in the bathtub. Her wrists were badly cut and she looked unconscious
2:10am
I sat beside Serena in the hospital. I had to ask Dean if he could take care of Jordyn as I called the ambulance and came to the hospital
I stared at Serena's wrists. Is this my fault? I hurt Serena's feelings and degraded her. This is my fault! I actually listened to Nikki because I was desperate to win Serena back, because I didn't know what else to do, and because I felt low!
My phone rang. It was Nikki. I silenced it and let my phone keep ringing
Three Days Later
I've been taking great care of Jordyn while Serena's been in the hospital. She still hasn't woken up yet. I just had dropped Jordyn off at Dean's room. I walked into Serena's hospital room. She was awake and talking to Trey. Serena's smile faded once she saw me. The room grew silent
"Um.... can we talk" I looked at Serena then looked down
"No" Serena firmly said
"It's important and I think that you'd want to hear it"
