I bit my lip. Shit! I don't know what to do. It's not that I don't want to, but I don't know how to feel about this. Do I really want to do this?
Christian put his hand on my chin. I slowly released my lip as I looked Christian in the eyes. My mouth opened a little more, wanting to kiss him
Christian smirked "Not yet..... You have to agree"
I pouted "I don't know how I feel about this"
"You can try it right now"
"Uh...... Ok"
Christian pulled me to the bed. He slowly unbuttoned my blouse. I shrugged it off. Christian pulled my pants off even slower. Geez, can he hurry up. I put my fingers in the waistband of my underwear
Christian stopped me "Impatient, are we"
Once I was naked, Christian laid me on the bed "Pick a safeword"
"Why" I breathed
"You're trying this for the first time so I'm going to use and do EVERYTHING. If it's too much or you want me to stop, you can just say the safe word"
"OK. Um..... Grey" I smirked
"You're cute"
"I know......"
Christian handcuffed my limbs to every end of the bed. Then he blindfolded me.....
Two Hours Later
Exhausted, I put my clothes back on
"So....." Christian said as he buttoned his shirt up
"I guess, yea"
"I'm surprised that you didn't use the safe word"
"I wanted to experience everything, but there were definitely some things that I were uncomfortable with"
"We'll talk more about limits and things like that...... You liked it, didn't you?" A smile tugged at Christian's lips
"No....."
"We'll do something about your lying......."
"What......."
"I can't tell you yet"
"Why not"
"You have to read and sign this" Christian handed me a stack of papers
"A contract"
"Yes. Read it and if you have any questions, just ask me. You need to sign it if......well, you know"
"This is really long and I have to work. I won't be able to give it back to you"
"I'll fly out to where you are"
"OK..... Well, I should be going"
The Next Day
"Any questions about the contract" Christian asked
Fuck yea! I have way too many questions, but I think it's best if I don't ask any. I don't want to look stupid. Besides, my questions isn't mainly about the contract. It's mostly about Christian......relating to the contract
I shook my head "No......"
"If this isn't going to work, we'll know. Or I will"
"How"
"You constantly compare people"
"I don't mean to"
"Also, I won't get in between what's meant to be"