Whoa....... Nikki's serious. I can't help but to think: did I propose to Serena because we were having problems? Yes! So, to be honest, Nikki wouldn't exactly be wrong for proposing to me at a time like this. I mean, things were fine after I proposed to Serena. That is, until I fucked up again. Why not marry Nikki? I do need to get Serena out of my head and heart
Maybe Serena seeing Nikki and I getting married will make her want me again. Girls always want what they can't have. Besides, I think I do love Nikki
"Of course I will...." I answered, looking Nikki directly in the eyes
WAIT!!!!! BEFORE YOU BREAK YOUR PHONES, KEEP READING. IM ALWAYS GOING TO STIR THINGS UP. CONTINUE READING!!!! HOPEFULLY YOUR PHONE SCREEN ISN'T BROKEN BY NOW
The Next Day
Serena's P.O.V
Today's the day that I'm going to give Roman one of my kidneys. Why I'm doing it, you may ask. I barely know.... Ok! OK! I still do have feelings for Roman. Don't judge me! He's lucky that I'm a match. Besides, doing this good deed may make me a nicer person towards Roman
I scraped my fingers while I laid on the gurney. Roman was next to me on a separate gurney
"Thank you for doing this" Roman said
"Yea, well....."
I was shaky and nervous as hell. I've never had surgery before. What if something goes wrong?! What if the gas doesn't put me to sleep and I feel the pain?! I'm really having second thoughts. I'm scared!
Roman grabbed my hand "It'll be OK"
"Shut up!"
Roman looked at me with wide eyes
"I'm sorry. I'm just really nervous and scared"
"I'm here for you"
"We're both going under...."
"Then I'll be there for you in your head"
I bit my lip, nervously
"Stop biting your lip. You're going to ruin your perfect lips"
I smiled
5 Hours Later
The surgery was successful! Roman and I are still in the hospital. He's right beside me in the same room
"Once again, thank you. I know that you didn't have to do this"-(gco)
"Your damn right! I didn't have to do this!"
"Then why did you"
I sighed "Does it matter"
"It does to me"
"I don't have a reason" I lied
"Yes you do....."
"You know why, so I'm not going to answer that"
"You still have feelings for me"
"I'm going to sleep...." I closed my eyes
"I have something to tell you....."
"K"
"Nikki and I are getting married"
My heart rate monitor began beeping faster. I kept my eyes closed to hold back tears and show no emotion
"I'm happy for you" I squeaked
"I'm sorry...."
"Sorry for what?.... I'm good. I am OK...... You get everything you want. Good for you......"
