I sighed "It really doesn't matter anymore. Your match should be starting soon. You have to go"
"No! Tell me that you still believe that"
"WHY ARE YOU SO HELL BENT ON GETTING ME BACK" I whined
"I can't live without you. I think of you every second. Every memory and moment that we had, I miss it. I miss you. Being without you drives ME crazy. I need you. I can't even explain how much I love you. I miss you so much"
"I miss you too.... But what I dont miss is the cheating, heartache, dishonesty, and lying"-(gco)
"I told you that I've changed. Let me prove that to you"
"No"
"Is there someone else?......"
I folded my arms "Yes....."
"Oh........." Roman frowned
Shit! Shit! Shit! Now I feel bad. Roman's making me feel bad
"Don't do that....... Don't look at me like that" I looked down
"I should be getting to my match"
Roman walked away, looking down. Dammit! All he had to do was say a few words or make a face to make me feel like I did something wrong! I feel bad and I have sympathy on Roman right now. It's not my fault that I want to move on, kinda. What, I can't be happy? Does Roman really expect me to go back to him so easily. I've forgiven Roman for everything, but I haven't forgotten
Hotel
It's 12:48am. I can't sleep for shit though. Everytime I'd close my eyes, I would see Roman. Ugh! Why is he always on my mind? I want to get over him. I really do!
Someone knocked on my door. Could it be Christian? Nope. Got my hopes up. Roman
I opened the door "It's late. Why are"-(gco)
Roman kissed me. I stumbled backwards. Roman closed and locked the door as he lifted me on his waist
"Stop......" I tried to get out of the kiss
Roman laid me on the couch and sat on top of me. "Let what's meant to be happen" He kiss my neck
"I told you that I'm in a relationship"
"I don't care. I want you"
Don't give in! You told yourself you wouldn't! Roman may be single now, but you're with Christian. Stop this before it goes too far, Serena
I pushed Roman off of me and stood up "Get out"
"What's wrong with you"
Excuse me?! "Is it wrong that I want to be faithful? You never could, but I can do that"
Roman looked me up and down "Can you?......"
"Yes!"
"Really?....." Roman licked his lips
I swallowed hard "Y-yea....... Can you"-(gco)
Roman took his shirt off. Oh fuck me! My mind was running with things to say, but my teeth held my lip captive, not letting the words out. I was standing in my living room with Roman, daydreaming about having sex
I finally spoke "Get- oh shit......"
I guess that I haven't had a lot of sleep because I wasn't daydreaming. Could I not tell reality from a dream right now? Roman was on top of me on the bed. Both of were naked. I wasn't daydreaming
Just as Roman was about to push inside of me, I pushed him off. I scrambled off of the bed "You need to leave"
Roman stood on the floor "Seren"-(gco)
