Nathan's POV

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Jay doesn't need to worry about me, i'm fine, but it's nice to see he cares. I think he only sees me as a mate, but at least he cares for me.

He is right though, having my surgery on my birthday is gonna be terrible. I mean, what if i loose my voice fully? I'm only 18, my life could be over before i'm a proper adult...

Jay can tell i'm getting flustered by this.
"i'm gonna go and have a rest for a bit upstairs" i said, nervously. He gives me a smile and then i leave the room, I love his smile, and how his glistening blue eyes shine. I could stare at him for hours.

I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling.
Why do i keep making everything about Jay? Why do i keep thinking about him?
Why am i blushing right now?
Oh, my god. Do i like him?
No. Of course i don't.
he's just.. just.. perfect.
I can't like him.. like that, can I?
...
Or do I?

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