After coming to such a realisation, Nathan couldn't sleep for a couple days. Always tossing and turning. He felt so guilty for possibly catching feelings for his best friend. He was overthinking way too much. How did he not realise this? He always had butterflies when Jay talked to him but he thought it was just the social anxiety.
For the next month, Nathan tried to ignore Jay's presence or at least try to. He thought maybe if he had some space away from Jay, this "phase" would be over and he could go back to normal.. whatever normal was?
It was tough for him to ignore Jay unfortunately since they always had cameramen around the house filming for their show and having to work on the music video for their new single, Walks Like Rihanna.
*Why did i have to have this feelings now?
We are at the most important time in our career and then this phase kicks in? Let's just hope it's a phase*
After thinking it over multiple times, he decided that he will have to deal with these feelings until they go away, he decides to promise himself that he will NEVER tell Jay or any of the boys his feelings. He didn't want to risk splitting the band for some "stupid" crush
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he found me. - a Jaythan fanfic
RomanceNathan Sykes is the most popular in his band, The Wanted, and is loved by many teenage girls, he could have any one of them, but he has a secret that he doesn't want all the TW boys to know. that secret, being that he is in love with his bandmate, J...
