I'm not broken (RoyalChaos)

Chapter 10 - The handsome competitor

(TRIGGER WARNING: MENTION OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM)

(Warning: This chapter contains some detailed smut. Read at your own risk.)

---

Ze's perspective

Chilled and I were sitting on the floor in my bedroom, making space for his clothes in my closet and then sorting them into the free shelves. We hadn't really discussed anything in detail, but he was gonna stay here for now. We were in love, boyfriends according to him, and he had already spent so much time at my place, it wouldn't be necessary for him to rent an apartment only to end up sleeping over at mine all the time. I grinned as I stacked some shirts onto eachother to make room for Anthony's shirts. "So, Anthy", I hummed, "Does this mean we're actually official?". His face turned bright red and he didn't reply, just silently folded more of his clothes. "Anthy?", I added, pausing my actions to look at him, "I asked you something". He still didn't say anything. "Anthony, you're really annoying me right no-". I wasn't able to finish my sentence cause Chilled had quickly bent over and swept me off my feet, now carrying me to the bed. "What are you do-".

"Shut up", Chilled cut me off and dropped me on my bed, immediately leaning over to kiss my lips. I reached up to touch him, but he slapped my hands away. What has gotten into him? His tongue traced my bottom lip, making me wince in pleasure. I allowed him to enter, feeling his warm tongue against mine and embraced it. At the same time he was zipping up my pants, helping me wiggle out of them. He broke the kiss and pulled off his shirt, and I admired the view, painfully lusting after his touch. I took off my own shirt and socks, leaving me in my underwear.

"You know, instead of making me horny you could just answer my question", I laughed, slightly nervous. He didn't react to that, but shook off his socks and started kissing my neck, slowly going downwards. "And of course you ignore me", I continued, squirming under his gentle kisses, "Anthony, are you even listenahhh". He had arrived at my thighs, caressing their inner sides, causing me to interrupt my own words with a moan.

"Stop. Talking", he murmured and moved me up to the middle of the bed, crashing down onto me and continuing to fondle my almost naked body. I didn't know this... dominant side of him, but I couldn't say I didn't like it. I reached out to touch him again, succeeding this time, and freed him of his pants. I let out another moan as he rubbed his crotch against mine, and dug my nails into his back. The Italian gently kissed my collar bone and I moaned out once more. My heart raced as he took off my and his underpants, leaving us both completely naked. I closed my eyes and let him do whatever he wanted to do, but flinched as I suddenly felt his mouth at my tip. An immediate flash of pleasure went through my body, causing me to shiver. I didn't know what to do with my hands, so I laid them over my head, digging my nails into the bedframe, leaving small notches in the wood. Anthony chuckled and took me whole, sucking hard while going up and down my length. I felt his tongue explore me and for a short moment I stopped breathing. He let me catch my breath and then continued pleasuring me, first gentle, then rough. The warmth and wetness of his mouth drove me over the edge, and I cried out his name as I came. A wave of delight rippled through my veins and I rolled over while tensing up as I was panting for air. I felt him wrap his arms around me, pulling me closer. "I'm not done with you yet", I heard him whisper into my ear in a deep voice, sending yet another shiver down my spine. He rolled me on my back, holding down my arms against the bed and staring right into my eyes. I stared back into the lust-filled brown.

"Then get done with it", I murmured, pulling my legs up a bit so he had to move away from me. He smirked and bent over the bed, fumbling around in his jeans until I heard that rustling of a wrapper again. I rolled my eyes and sighed impatiently. Did we even need one? Anthony climbed back up and shot me an offended glance before freeing the condom and slapping it on. He lifted my legs onto his shoulders and I pressed them into his back, forcing him to come closer. I gave him a nod of permission as he looked at me questioningly and closed my eyes to prepare for what was to come. A sharp bolt of pain made me wince as he entered me, but him gently stroking my cheek in order to calm me down blew the pain away and made place for pleasure. He started to thrust faster and I let out a gasp as it actually began to feel good. Begging for more I tightened up, making him moan out loud. He grabbed my cock and slowly stroked it while he penetrated me even deeper. The whole room seemed to be spinning under my general happiness. I was having sex with the guy I loved and could finally truly be with him. It wasn't for long until we came in unison and he dropped down next to me, our chests rising with every pant we let out. I started giggling for no reason and Anthony looked over to me, confused. He sat up as I couldn't stop laughing and grinned, leaning down and kissing my tummy, causing me to screech because it tickled me. "A-Anthy, s-s-stop!", I yelped and pushed him off of me, making him join my laughter. I stretched out my arm and laid it across his chest, cuddling up to him, and rested my head on his chest as well. He raised his hand and drove it through my hair, lovingly petting me. I closed my eyes, listened to his heartbeat and felt his breath softly blow on the back of my head. I inhaled his sweet scent, not minding the smell of sweat on his naked body. I just loved everything about him.