I spent some time with Leland in my bedroom until my mom went to work. Of course, mom would still be protective and not leave me alone with a boy. Now I was home alone and my mind as racing.
I said I didn't get into religious stuff, although I did believe in a God. There was a God in the heavens above and I do believe there's a reason for everything. I will always keep hope no matter what choice I pick. Maybe I would be happy with Paul... Or maybe I will get my happy ending after all.
I don't think I'll get it if I'm living the never ending cycle or dying and being reborn. I have to break the cycle. Even though I knew being with Paul won't be like being with Leland. When I first seen Leland I was drawn to him, but I felt nothing with Paul. I'll live the life I was meant to live. And I'm going to pray everyday that I will one day get the happy end I so desperately hope for.
"I'm sorry, Leland." I was crying my eyes out. Leland wrapped his arms around me and I sobbed into his chest. Leland lifted my chin up and and gazed into my eyes.
"I will always love you. Only you have my heart. I will keep dragging through this life until you're mine. I promise."
"I promise, I will keep dragging through this life and our next life until I'm yours." I promised this to Leland and I'm going to keep it.
I had picked my choice.... I was going to be with Paul. I was going to live my life until I could be with Leland. I knew deep down (He probably does too) that there might not be an ending where we get to be together. I might just have to be with Paul forever.
I despised that, but what else can I do?
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The Missing Soul
RomanceWhen May meets Leland, she just can't explain it. She is instantly drawn to him. May gives her all to get Leland to feel like she does, but he doesn't even want to give her the time of day. No matter what, May will do anything to figure out why she...
