Obsession

VIII

RAPE WARNING!

(Please skip this part if you think you'll be uncomfortable.)

Jisoo's POV

Jennie's concert started and I'm just silently watching over the side. The audience was wild as she was performing on stage. Jennie looks so cool, far beyond her psychotic and obsessive behavior. If I didn't know her true color, I'll probably be happy to see her as an idol and maybe, just maybe, admire her and be her fan.

Lisa then came over to me and told me to sit backstage. I sighed and followed after her. Now, I just sat down on a chair backstage with no one to talk to. I'm starting to miss Seulgi, even though she annoyed me so much, she's still my friend and I treat her like my own sister. I took a deep breath letting out my frustration.

"Hey unnie, you were quiet the entire day, what's the matter?" Rosé sat down beside me while I sighed.

"nothing" I shook my head but she seemed unconvinced.

"come on, I can see that something's bothering you. You can tell me anything unnie" Rosé said and I stare at her with tears forming in the corners of my eyes.

"Jennie wants to have sex with me tonight and I don't think I'm ready for it. I don't want my first time to be with someone whom I don't love." I said and started sobbing, Rosé instantly put her arms around to hug me.

"you can try to tell her that you aren't ready yet. She wants you to love her so maybe she will understand." Rosé said and I shook my head.

"I don't think she would change her mind if I tell her. She was always demanding right from the very start and even though I tell her and show her that I didn't want any of what she was doing to me, she would still insist and do what she wants." I said and Rosé got silent. She knew I was right.

"moduege gamsahabnida! (thank you, everyone!)" Jennie shouted as she ended her show and ran backstage completely covered in sweat. Her smile instantly dropped when she saw me in Rosé's embrace.

"what the fuck?!" Jennie yelled and grabbed my wrist pulling me away from her friend as she holds me tightly in her chest.

"you're not allowed to touch her!" she yelled making Rosé flinched.

"I'm sorry, I just comforted her, she seems so sad." Rosé tried to explain but Jennie only rolled her eyes.

"I don't want to hear any of your excuses Rosé, so please leave us alone before I lose my temper." Jennie spat out and Rosé quickly left.

Jennie stare at me,
"why were you sad?" she asked while pulling me down her lap. I nervously looked down and bite my lip. Would she gets mad If I tell her? She will for sure, but I could at least try. I battled with my mind.

"baby, what is it?" Jennie asked

"I don't think I'm ready to have sex with you" I finally said and she stares at me looking upset.

"you can't say that, I'm trying so hard to control myself and not take you just yet. I want to be rewarded by your body tonight." She said trying to hide her aggression as I looked down. I knew she wouldn't listen to me.

"Don't worry, I will guide you throughout and I promise to make you feel good," Jennie said and I could only nod. I didn't want to argue with her anymore, she'll just win anyway.

"I need to get ready. I'll just take a quick shower and pack my things so we can leave, I promise it won't take long," she said and kissed my cheek before going to the dressing room shower.

I sat down lazily in my chair and wait for her to finish.

After a few minutes, Jennie came out wearing a towel and she looks at me smirking. I look away blushing as she non-hesitantly dropped the towel leaving her all naked in front of me.