Obsession

XXXII

Jennie’s POV

During the entire flight, I was asking myself only one thing, did I take it too far? I could see how much my baby was struggling to find a comfortable position in her seat and how much pain she still felt. She definitely deserved my punishment after her big betrayal but maybe I shouldn’t have taken it too far. My anger got over me. I lost completely control over myself. Mother said it was right to punish my chosen lover when they tried to leave me though…

She always said I should punish my lover so hard that they never dared to leave me again and get rid of everyone who tried to take them away from me. That’s how she always made sure that mommy never leave her… I trusted my mother, since she taught me everything I needed to know about love and provided me with everything I needed for my career but sometimes I was terrified of her.

I gently grabbed my baby’s shoulder and she instantly flinched by my touch.
“it’s okay. I won’t hurt you. I just want you to be more comfortable" I said and pulled her towards me so she could lean onto me. I could hear her crying and I kissed her forehead.

"I know it hurts.. just never make me that angry again and things like this will never happen again" I said but she didn't say anything.

She didn't say a word to me after she took a bath earlier. I didn't like it when she was so distant... Yes, I wanted her to respect me and never dare to betray me but I also wanted her to like me... I just didn't know how to do it. I definitely needed some help from someone I could trust. My mother was very excited to finally meet my baby but I knew that she would be disappointed when she saw that my baby had pure hatred in her eyes when she looked at me.

I had to get her right before my parents could officially meet her. They already saw her during tour but I told them to wait until I teaches her manners.

Right after we landed in Japan, I immediately told my bodyguards to look out for my baby while I was going to the bathroom to call my friend. I trusted her like Lisa and Rosé and she definitely was more gentle than I was.

"What's up girl?" she asked happily and I sighed.

"hey Wendy, I'm in Japan now, good thing you're here too. How fast can you meet me?" I asked

"we can meet up in the evening. why?" she said

"I really need your help" I said and she promised me that she would come to my hotel tonight.

After the call, I immediately walked back to my baby and we drove to our hotel.

The whole ride was silent again. My baby didn't even look at me. I really hope Wendy would be a great help.

As soon as we got into our suite, I ordered room service but my baby didn't dare to touch the food. She just looked at the wall with empty stare.

"baby you have to eat something. You didn't eat the entire day" I said and she sighed.

"I'm not hungry" she said in monotone. I should be glad that she was finally talking to me but what she said only frustrated me even more.

"At least eat a little bit" I said but she ignored me.

"When I tell you to eat, then you do it or do you want me to force you?!", I spat out aggressively making her flinched. She then quickly started eating.

I could only get her to listen to me when I used fear... Wendy had to teach me how I could make my baby listen in a way so different otherwise my baby would never like me. I hated this damn anger issues but mother said that it was a good help. If I wanted to make my lover to listen, then I should become intimidating.

Mother refused to give me pills to control my anger issues but Mommy was trying to. However, I don't accept it when it comes to her because I wasn't that close to Mommy but sometimes I wish I was.

My baby ate all the food on her plate and I gently caressed her hand.
"good girl" I said

We suddenly heard someone knocking on the door.
I quickly stood up and opened it only to see Wendy smiling brightly at me.
"hey! long time no see!" she said happily before hugging me.

"I'm glad you could make it" I said and let her in.

My baby's eyes widened when she saw her.

"Wendy? Wendy from Red Velvet?!", she asked in shock and Wendy smiled at her before walking over to her.

"yeah, I'm glad you knew me." Wendy said

"I actually wasn't a fan but my friend constantly talked about you and your group, she even showed me a lot of pictures of you all so I happened to recognized you." My baby explained

I was kinda jealous that she was talking very well with Wendy than with me.

"Good thing I don't have to introduce myself. But it's so nice to finally meet you" Wendy said

"y-yeah me too" My baby said and looked at me hesitantly.

"She is a good friend baby, it's alright" I said to calm her down since she knew she wasn't allowed to talk to anyone without my permission.

"Jen, can I hug her?" Wendy asked and I gritted my teeth. I hate it when someone touch my property but it was Wendy and she is here to help me. I slowly nodded and Wendy immediately pulled my baby into a tight hug but my baby groaned in pain.

Wendy flinched and let go of her.
"what's wrong?" she asked worriedly.

"my back hurts" My baby said and looked down.

Wendy then glared at me.

"I need to talk to you in private Jen" she said and we went to the bedroom.

"Jennie, this girl is terrified. What did you do to her?" she asked and I sighed.

"You know what my mother taught me" I replied and her eyes widened.

"Yes I do but how far did you go?"  she asked

"well, she cheated on me by kissing another girl and tried to escape. it made me lose my temper so I f*cked her as hard as I could before I whipped her back" I said and her eyes widened.

"were you out of your mind?! I understand that getting your lover and keeping them with you is your family's thing but you can't go that far!" she said very upset.

"she deserved to be punished but I admit that I lost control over my anger that's why I need your help. You're way more gentle and can teach me to handle things better so that she will like me but still respect my authority." I explained and she sighed.

"I will help you but I'm also doing it for her because this girl is traumatized and should get treated better. I won't even ask about what you did to the girl she kissed." she said and put her hand on her forehead.

"Yes, you really shouldn't ask. Well, what do you think I should do now? she hardly talks to me" I asked.

"The only right thing you can do is give her space. Let me take her home with me. I will calm her down and say positive things about you. She really needs some time away from you after what you did." She explained.

I frowned. The thought of being away from my baby made me shiver.
"I don't like to be away from her.." I said

"I know but if you want her to be less distant, you have to let me handle things. I promise she won't escape and only hear good things about you. Do you trust me?" she asked and I bit my lip.

"I guess I have to, If I ever want to introduce her to mother... she can't see my baby when she is like that." I said and Wendy nodded.

"Alright, I will take her home with me and you can pick her up tomorrow after your concert." she said and I agreed even If I didn't like it.

I hope she would get better after her stay with Wendy.