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➳Chapter~50

The man was on his knees in front of you holding your hands in his. "I-I know what I did was terribly wrong. I know I underestimated you. B-But you seem s-so fragile in my eyes that I couldn't ever imagine of hurting you. Y-You are like a precious delicate flower f-for me. And I would do anything literally anything to keep you safe." You could see his quivering lips and glassy hazel eyes under the moonlight.

It always broke your heart to see him cry.

"I-I know my body very well. I know what I could do. This is why I was begging you for an abortion. The last thing I want is you suffering because of me and my fucked up body. Look what I did to you now."

He traced the marks on your leg. "I knew you would never abort my daughter and I knew what the risks were if you give birth to my child. I don't like to see you being in pain and cry because of me. Because even if look like I am a human...........I am a monstrous predator in disguise. And I know how badly I can hurt my surroundings. I know it very well."

"A-And I knew you would be furious and leave me after that. But atleast you would be alive without a fucked up body like mine. Seeing you from a distance was enough for me to breathe."

You sighed and cupped your face. "Who told you that you were a monster jungkook? Who even got that idea in your head?"

"Because I am a monster........."

"Who even said that?"

Jungkook frowned and looked down. "I-I don't k-know.........B-But I act and behave like o-one......"

"When did you even act like one? I've been around you all this time. And the only thing you did was to protect and take care of me. You don't even look like one. So who told you that you were less than a human? You always say that you don't deserve me or deserve all of the happiness around you. You said you didn't deserve to be loved. Who said that to you? Because I don't find anything wrong with you. You are just like me..........I don't see any difference. No one can."

"B-But..........I am a monster."

"If you think you are...........show me then." He looked confused as the man lifted his hands up to hisface examining them.

He didn't seem to find any proof.

Jungkook was trying to give you something which would show that he was one. "Prove it. Where is the monster? Cause I can't see any."

"B-But......."

"I need proof. I can't go around changing my identity as the Queen of England can I? People would ask me for the proof. Well then if you say that you are something so bad, show it to me." You shrugged. "I'm sitting right here waiting for your proof."

"I tortured and killed countless people."

"And? What's so special about it? The military does it too when anyone is a national threat. You took out information from those to save people from child trafficking and drug dealing across countries and what not. You killed monsters that doesn't make you a monster, it makes you a knight. What's so special?"

The man stayed silent finding more proofs. "L-Look at my body......."

"And?" You raise your eyebrows. "What I only see is a highly experienced assassin with beauty and some mad skills. You are handsome as hell and sometimes I myself get jealous of your looks and wonder how the fuck did I get so lucky? So show me........where's the monster."

"T-They made me a-a monster?"

"Show me then. That's what I'm asking you from the last 10 minutes. Where?"

"B-But they said I-I......"

"They filled it in your head didn't they?"

"T-They s-said it r-repeatedly." You felt your heart sting seeing his confused teary eyes face. He was looking at you blankly. "What else did they say?"