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➳Chapter~10

Jungkook sterilised all the knives and placed them in there respective places. You just watched him without a word. After he was done, the boy got up and pulled you closer. He lifted you up and exited the room kicking it close.

He still had that cold expression as you looked at him from below. From that angelic face, dripped blood of an innocent. Some was on his hands and chest while the shirt you wore was completely ruined. Your eyes filled with tears again studying his face which was devoid of any emotions.

Jungkook placed you down in the bathroom and took his trackpants off which he specifically used for this purpose. He came closer and started unbuttoning your shirt staring at your chest. The material was thin and translucent which showed your perked up breasts clearly. "Tch, you didn't wear a bra. And no panties too? If I knew I wouldn't have called you in."

"W-Why did you kill him?" You asked with your strained voice. He fingers slid down your arms along with your shirt. Jungkook started the shower and looked at you. "Whom do you choose? Me or some random family which was not even happy?"

You knew what it meant, if you chose the family, you would lose Jungkook. He would be killed. But if you chose your love, you would be selfish.

He smiled and tilted his head. "It's difficult right?" Jungkook took the shower gel and stopped the running water. He lathered it in his warm palms and started rubbing it on your shoulders. "This was the first thing taught to us after the change. I was 16 at the time. We were made to watch how they extracted information from people. And trust me, I'm much gentle." You sobbed feeling bad for the man as well as the person in front of you.

"We have to make choices y/n. That man knew what he was getting into at the first step he placed in wrong direction. He knew this would be his future. This is how it is in my world. It's either to kill or to get killed."

"H-He had a family." You cried. "I-I just imagined how it would be if you were caught like that. What would happen if you were in his shoes. I wouldn't be able to live." He smiled and rubbed the gel on your chest and stomach. "Only the strongest survive. I won't be ever caught like this. I'll always find a way out because someone would be waiting for me at my home." You look at him. "Before I found you, I really didn't care if I lived to see tomorrow. When I entered in this world, I knew I was committing suicide. But now I have you, so I'll be more careful about my life. Because I have responsibilities waiting for me back home."

"What you saw today was a part of me. What you love is also a part of me. This is why I called myself a monster. Because the things I do..... I didn't want you to be a part of my darkness. I'm sorry princess, but this is how my world works. You are too kind. You have a heart, you see good in people and try to ignore their bad. But sometimes, there is nothing except darkness. This is what we were taught. To ignore the good in people and lock our hearts in cages. Never let feelings involve in the work we do."

You sob clutching on him. "Ayyy, don't cry now. It's okay. I'm here." He rubbed your legs and private parts with the soap before turning the shower on.

"P-Please don't ever put yourself in danger. Because if you go away, I won't be able to survive even for a second without you."

He brought your wrists together and kissed them. "I'm more selfish. I'm so addicted to you that I'll do whatever I can to get to you. Even if I'm thousands of miles away from you, I'll always be with you. And you know I always keep my promises."

You hug him tightly feeling warmth radiating through his skin. "Now, give me a bath." He pulled you out of the shower and got inside the tub. The blood on his body was already washed off so that it wouldn't get in the bathtub. You take the gel in your hand and start rubbing it on his chest and arms. He closed his eyes in content and rested his head back on the edge. "Please wash my hair." He asked handing you the bottle of shampoo.