Once you slept, jungkook took a round to his office to deal with some important things and then brought his work home so that he could take care of you. Earlier, he wouldn't mind if his company suffered a little loss but now since his only job is to be a CEO, he had to focus on it a bit more.
He did feel a bit bored to work in corporate sector. Jungkook always liked his assassin job. He liked how it gave a rush of adrenaline to his mind. Those practices, fights, killings.....the way they hid their identity from the world.....he loved all of it.
And the constant taste of death he could experience....he would miss it. He would miss how he could play with death on the tip of his fingers. It was like a drug for him.
Just like how you place a cigarette between your lips but don't give it the power to kill you he felt the same way.
But giving up all of it just so he could spend more time with you made him happy. He wouldn't have to see you in tears. He wouldn't have to stay away from you. Finally....he could get rid of the red room, get rid of the stench of blood which was a part of him now.
He could finally leave that part of him behind.
Because there was something much better to forward for.
Jungkook smiled seeing you sleeping in the same position as he left you and started working besides you.
After an hour, you stirred in your sleep and slowly opened your eyes. You saw jungkook concentrating on something. You peep into his work. "That entry was on 3rd of this month." You say.
"Oh, you got up? How's your pain?"
"It's good, but I feel dizzy." You yawn. "I don't think I can sleep at night now."
"We will cuddle then or talk. Or watch a movie." You hummed nuzzling in his arm. "I want to be like this in my bed the whole day."
"That's why I told you to stop coming to work. But you didn't listen."
"But then I won't see you." You pout making him crackle. "Won't you get bored seeing me all day?"
"Nope, why would I? I like to stare at art." Jungkook grinned. "You would even get a lot of quick treats being around me."
"Exactly." You nod. "Let me give you a treat now."
"Eww.....not during my Satan's sacrificial waterfall."
"I don't mind though."
"But I do. Just eww..... there would be blood everywhere. Plus the smell...just no."
"If you are just rejecting because of blood then let me tell you, my senses get sharper when I smell blood. It would be an amazing experience for you. I don't know if it's just a myth but sex during periods lowers the pain because of the hormones released during an orgasm."
"Just no. I feel uncomfortable." He pecked your stomach. "Ok then. I'll give you a treat later." Jungkook rubbed his nose against your abdomen. "Someday we would have our baby in here." He carresed your skin. "Someday....." You said blankly carresing his hair. "I'll take care of you both." You smile. "You would be a good father."
"You think?" His eyes brightened "Absolutely." Jungkook traced fingers on your stomach. "I'll never do mistakes what Hanbin committed. I'll be much better."
"Your fa- Hanbin wasn't a human jungkook. He was something much worse."
"So am I."
"You are better."
"I try to be." Jungkook placed his head on your stomach. "Did you forgive him?" He asked you.
"I don't know..... I really never thought about it. Because I knew that if I do, I won't be able to get it out of my head. I won't give up my present with you for thinking about my past which has nothing to do with me now...." The man closed his eyes and felt your stomach going up and down with your breathing. "You should be a nun. You sometimes give life lessons like them."
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