Thank You (Sakuatsu fluff)

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Sakusa pov:

I have fallen in love before. Some ask.. "What is love? What is it to you?". Love is.. is something you can't control no matter how hard you try. You can even close your heart and put up the highest walls, but you will still fall in love. Even if you don't want it, it wont go away. 

Love to me is  irrelevant. I haven't thought much about it. Love in itself isn't bad, but its who you decide to give your love to. It's terrifying to give your love to someone. You could think you gave your love to the right person, the one you love so much. You can make plans for your future together, but then one day, they decide to end it. It leaves you heart broken. You can't see the things you once loved the same anymore. Something I know about all to well.

I slightly opened my eyes to see the sun shining in my eyes. I also heard music playing. 

I fell asleep listening to music- wow this playlist is long as fuck. How did I manage to make it this long?

I got out of bed and plugged my phone in. I let the music keep playing as I got ready for school. Even though I didn't wanna go, I don't want to get lectured again.

Into it by Chase Atlantic started playing. I liked this song a lot.

UHM- just a warning for the song lyrics in gonna put, you can skip over this but the song can trigger some people so I wanted to warn you all before I started putting them.

Yeah, I've been catching planes for the fun of it

Then I've been watching fame turn to punishment. The weather's only sunny when I'm under it Then I haven't really changed, yeah I'm just confident

I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste to brush my teeth.

I'm just fucking lucky I was born with it

A hundred million people couldn't deal with this I've been trying grow cause people kill for it This mental pressure got me popping pills and shit

I started brushing my teeth just listening to the song.

But I'm into it, I'm into it

Say she wanna fuck me later Girl, I'm into it, I'm into it This mental pressure got me popping pills and shitBut I'm into it, I'm into it I'm getting way too deep I'm fucking into it
I am into it, yeah I'm into it
I wouldn't change it for the world
I'm fucking into it

I spit out the toothpaste and grabbed the mouthwash.

I've been on the road since I was sixteen

They don't really notice how I see things These girls they come and go between my bed sheets And I've been doing blue and causing big scenes yeah

I spit out the mouthwash and went to my room to put on my uniform. 

Pull up and I'm higher than the big trees yeah

She don't really like it but she needs me yeah She saying she don't really miss me

But fuck it now I'm faded off the wrong things, yeah

I put on the pants then put on my shirt.

But I'm into it, I'm into it

Say she wanna fuck me later Girl, I'm into it, I'm into it This mental pressure got me popping pills and shitBut I'm into it, I'm into it I'm getting way too deep I'm fucking into it I am into it, yeah I'm into itI wouldn't change it for the world I'm fucking into it

I was pretty much ready all I needed was my shoes. But before I did that, I sang the last part of the song.

"Girl, I'm into it, I'm into it
Say she wanna fuck me later
Girl, I'm into it
I am into it, I am into it"

Thank you guys for the support and understanding. It means alot to me. I know this chapter was short but I'm planning on making the next one longer- but no promises. I hope you guys are doing well <33 also, I do rp on pintrest so if your interested my user is

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Love you guys gday

- Keariah