Hiraeth (Reader x Spencer Reid)

#29

Josh handed you a long satin dress with a slit that went up to mid thigh. You were forced to put it on and Josh was forced to do your hair and makeup. You had a plan, you just had to make sure it went perfectly. If you messed one thing up the whole plan would go to shit. 

You were finally done getting ready, you didn't want to see what you looked like, nor would they let you. From what you could see the dress fit you perfectly, you knew you might die in it but at least you would die hot. Seriously? You have been brutally tortured for the past year, and you think making jokes is ok? Whatever, it was funny. 

You sat behind Carter as he watched Spence go up to the bar. He had a lot to drink. Carter came down over to you and grabbed your face, "Your little boyfriend loved to do this. He comes here almost every night and gets drunk. You mess anything up I will not hesitate to kill you, do you understand me?" He asked. Your teeth grated together, until you released your jaw in order to keep composure, you nodded. 

Josh told you what to do. There was a grand piano, you were going to go through the back and sit at the piano and play a song. When you are done you hand him this piece of paper and slip out the back, and make a run for the car. You wanted to mess it up right now and not hurt Spence but if you did it would ruin everything. He can take it, you knew he could. One off the guys grabbed your hand and looked at you and smiled. "Don't make eye contact." Is all he said. 

You nodded. You walked in to the bar through the back, you didn't come into anyone's view until you spotted the piano. You walked over to it and sat down. You took a deep breath, 'don't fuck it up, there is hundreds of kids depending on you.' you kept repeating the adjacent to that in your head. You placed your fingers over the ivory keys gracing them at first. You pushed your fingers into the keys and playing the intro to 'To Build A Home.' You didn't want to ruin more than one song for him. Just in case the plan went to shit. 

You looked up to see him looking at you. You start singing the words, he looked like shit. You continued to play and sing, never taking your eyes off him. You made eye contact, you looked at his eyes you knew what he looked like drunk and he wasn't he didn't even look tipsy. You thought back to the drinks they were all clear. Shit, he caught on and got your message. Yes, genius boy for the win. He started walking toward you, you raised an eyebrow that the camera couldn't see which would've been on your left eye. He stopped. 

You finished the song and he started walking you put your hands in your pockets. Another clue to him, you couldn't believe the dress had pockets. You didn't say anything but handed him the note, and rushed out of the building. You got in the car and sat back to your seat. The one who told you not to make eye contact gave you a smile, you got his message too. Carter came up to you and patted your shoulder. "Now to kill you." He said. You decided on reversed psyhcology and smiled at his comment. He was taken back and shook his head sitting down. 

The drive was uncomfortable, I mean all those men and you driving for 30 minutes. Josh sat next to you, not saying anything. C'mon y/n you can do this, don't screw it up. Think about the women you would be helping, and the children. You got this. You had to fill your brain with the thought of Spencer to keep your mind of reality, the reality of your possible failure. 

The car finally stopped, all the men except Josh and Carter stayed in the van. You got out with them. Josh did it he slipped you the tool you needed most and gave you a smile. You slipped it into your pocket and kept walking. Carter was carrying a knife and a gun, he had the gun in one hand pointed at you and the knife in the other. He stopped at the edge of the cliff. You were in a enclosure, that overlooked the view. It was pitch black outside, the only wall was a small one that went to about your hip. You leaned over and looked at the view breathing in, to relax your nerves.