truth be told

chapter 2

i was staring out the window for who knows how long, thinking, worrying. I couldn't have people find out. what if they don't accept me? What if the hate me? What if-- I felt someone tap my shoulder. Resurfacing from my ocean of thoughts I look to my right and see Luke looking at me with eyes full of concern "you coming to breakfast?" he asks, "oh uh yeah coming" I climb off the small ledge and follow behind him even though i had no appetite. Before we exit the dorm, he stops and turns to me, "hey clay um are you ok?" my stomach starts to knot but I maintain my mask, "oh yeah I'm fine, why d'you ask?" Did I make it that obvious that I wasnt myself? "I don't know man you just seem off like not your usual cocky or sarcastic self" I look down but the look up again grinning and say "so you miss my loud, obnoxious and sarcastic attitude?" He laughs slightly "I never thought I'd say this but yeah, seriously are you ok?" I plaster on a fake smile "yeah just tired and I've got a lot of homework when I'm not loosing it all the time" he smiles "ok, but if you are feeling down or have something on your mind, I'm always here to listen ok" I nod smiling "thanks Luke, that means a lot" he releases the door and we carry on to the main hall my stomach regaining normal shape.

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In the main hall 

I'm not hungry. I barely manage a slice of toast and even I can see that something's wrong with me, I usually have a big appetite. I feel sick with anxiety as I put my head on the table and sigh. I lay there for a bit nearly falling asleep when I hear, "shall I wake him up" it's Wilbur, "no" Luke said "he has a lot on his mind lately" I smile at how accurate the statement is as I slowly fall asleep catching up on my early morning. 

"Clayyyyyyyy" I sit up suddenly and see Alex right next to my face. I huff. "What?" He says faking offence, "I should be the most beautiful face to see when you wake up!" He laughs and I can't help chuckle along, Alex always knows how to cheer people up, "sorry I just didn't expect you to be right there" I grab my satchel and head to history of hogwarts with Professor Mainsley. I groan ,this lesson is the last thing I need right now on a Monday whilst sleep deprived, I run to catch up with Alex, Luke and Minx but I ram straight into someone, "hey watch the f*ck where your going!" "I could say the same about you" an annoyed voice quips back as the person stands up. He was in a ravenclaw robe and had chocolate brown eyes that matched his shiny soft brown hair. Other than his prettiness I realised how short he was, "I would but I didn't think I'd need to look that far down" I laugh, the brunette doesn't, " not my fault I'm average height and your just a giant" I wheeze harder at his response seeing his face turn more red with anger, this was too funny. "Ok shortie need help?" I bend down and pick up the remaining books and went to hand them back. Just before the boy could take them, I drop them back onto the floor, "oops!" I say trying not to collapse laughing at how p*ssed he looked. "See ya shortie" I say before running to history. 

Guess who shortie is??????? 

Anyways I'm writing a another chapter now so you get double uploads,aren't I amazing?

I hope you are liking this fic so far! I'm planning on writing maybe 20 chapters but idk 

Also SORRY i know the blocks of texts are difficult to read (well I do lol) but I didn't know where to put the spaces sowy :( 

Will do George pov soon! 

Stay safe and love yall <3