My Poems (more like rants but...)

Pretending

*you know how it goes, you read, while I die of cringy ness! Also for you to get the note u need to know that when I wrote this I had stopped telling myself that I would show ppl so...*

Hey peep,

You don't exist, I know that. I won't show anybody but I like pretending I will.

This one is called Pretending

I want to legally change my name.

I don't know what to yet but I want it to be something cool, sophisticated. A name is so much more then a title. A name is how you present yourself. Who you wish to be, not inside but outside. It's not what's on the outside the counts it's the inside. That's what everyone says. But its not true. Who cares what you hide. If it's hidden then no one will know. It is hidden for a reason.

My new name will mean something you won't say "ohh what's her name" no you will think my name next to your pride possession. My name will have so much power that you won't care about how its spelled, just the sound of it is enough. I will think in third person. I will become someone else. Someone stronger someone better.

My name will be like liquid armor. I will not caress it. I will punch it. To make sure it's there. To warn it. I will not hug it. I will let it be. I will put on a face, I will lie, I will lie that I am lieing. My name will bring ohhhhs and aws .

But I can't. My name is what it is. Their is no changing it. I could switch around the letters, mabye get a nick name that might stick but the scars will still be there. The lies still planted. My name is who I am, on the outside. Who am I on the inside? I will never know, I will NEVER let someone find out. Why? Because I Pineapple will not let it.

P.S. This is kinda ironic because u don't know me so you don't know who I am soo... LOL. Ohh and if you are wondering what name I will choose. Idk. Something long so I can have multiple nicknames for different occasions and be able to make someone uncomfortable when they mispronounce my name. Maybe something British. You?

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*cringe attack!*

*Want to here a construction joke?*

*oh never mind, I'm still working on that one!"

*ik I am hilarious! if you want to make me laugh Maybe leave a joke*

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