My Poems (more like rants but...)

With all her love, Your sister.

Poop == f word

I do everything for you. I lie and cheat and cook and clean and work and everything. And why don't u help me back? I don't want much in life. Poop it! I don't want life at all! But I stay for you! For you and only you! Don't you see! Understand me! Please. I will say it slowly.

I.

Don't.

Want.

To.

Live!

Does that get into your smart brain! With all your AP classes and honors and things that I supposedly can't understand when I am watching youtube videos at 1 am to help so she doesn't get mad? I do everything I can for you. I am here for you and you only! Don't you see! Understand me! Please. I will say it slowly.

I.

Am.

Here.

For.

You.

That's it! When I say "Love you" And u say you say "Love you too" every night do you mean it?

Why don't you defend me? Help me against the monster both inside my head and outside! All I want is a hug. Right after. I want a hug so I don't have to rock on the cold floor. Counting my ribs. I just want a text saying.

It's.

All.

Right.

Is that too much to ask? Do I not deserve it? Don't I help you with your homework? and chores? And do everything I can to keep both monsters at bay for YOU! I don't know how else to say it!

Everything.

is.

for.

YOU!

Only you. Sure... some ppl help, but you... You are the only person who understands how thin walls can be. How frightening it can be.

I need someone to understand me. To want me. But not just someone. I want you. I want you to be the one I can talk to and not this keyboard. I don't want to have to slam the keys at 10:04, sobbing bc you aren't there to bring me ice while I am too scared to breathe. Please.

Please!

I never ask for anything. Please.

I need someone. I need YOU to understand. And u do. U live with one of the monsters. So why don't you protect me? Why don't you come after to hug me when I am cold? That is all I want. So, please. Please do.

Please?

With all her love,
Your sister.

This one is shorter but... I literally just wrote it. Also, there will be a joke (it's tradition!) but also... a friend I met on Wattpad sent me the following picture... to help me with some stuff. It's such a tiny thing but... well... I can never help her as much as she helps me. With her logic and reasoning and just straight-out smarts. So... thank you. She can't comment or anything. I doubt she even sees this...but thx...Thanks to all of you!

Did you hear about the mathematician that is afraid of numbers?

He will stop at nothing to avoid them!

I think the jokes are getting worse and worse but I am still hilarious!

You guys know the drill... put a joke or riddle or anything nice that made you smile, here!