My Poems (more like rants but...)

My Note part 2

*okay so this is litterly copy and paste from my note... I wrote this a while ago...  btw I a, super blunt in my note (if I am going to die I will not die with lies! XD)! If it's bold that means me talking!

By the way I am sad now (cheesy). I asked my mom if I could practice a poem in front of her *a school one* (she said no) and I have no idea why but I just broke I went in my room and just cried. I remembered this note and thought that ir worked last time *whenever I get to much ugh I write about it here or reread my note and that sometimes calms me down* but this time there was nothing much to write (nothing happened) so I just read the whole thing again and.... WoW...it helped... I have no words...

*skip a bunch of stuff that I can't share yet

hope that somebody finds this or finds me making this before anything happens.

What I mean is that I want to tell someone or have someone find out but also if someone does I am scared on how they will react. My mom I am pretty much sure I know how she would react. She would be sad like any mother would but then she would be angry and ask me questions I would not know the awnsers too. I do not know why I feel like writing this I know that in the end it makes no sense. I think writing this helps me plan, helps me see that there I am writing something for when I am DEAD for when I MURDERED myself. And helps me see how bizzare that is. I am also afraid of what my mom might say to the part of her being angry 😡 and well... you know. Hopefully if she reads this she knows not to be angry at me. I do not know how other people would react to this. I kinda hope that they ignore it but still try to help without telling me (you hear that whoever reads this *not talking to you wattpad readers talking to IRL people). I would hate if they make me talk to them about it. I would never be able to talk to them about me dying never. 

*okay so that was pretty useless chapter... like litteraly... but I feels good to post it. To get it out so... yeah... here is a joke!

What does the triangle say to the other triangle on valentines?

Your a-cute triangle!

*do you get it... sorry! School jokes will end soon! XD*

If you have any jokes or riddles or anything that makes you laugh put it here!

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*also I have a question! Out of this whole book (not including the 2 notes) wich is your fav poem thing?*

Corrections and Suggestions are welcome! Pms are always open!