My Poems (more like rants but...)

I Never Knew

*u know the drill. This one is called I never knew

I never knew it was possible to hate 1 person so much it physically hurt. That all your inside squirm in protest to the twisting of raw power.

I never knew it was possible to love 1 person so much it physically hurt. The twist to your heart urging you forward.

I never knew that two so powerful emotions could possibly exist for two different people. But that is the balance of life, this scale makes sure that I never tip over. While I hate one there is the voice of love in my ear. Letting me know that their is an out to the horrible thoughts ahead.

I hate how he finds things, pulls them out carefully, insults, and then makes you feel sorry. I hate how much it affects me.

I love how much a simple gleam in his eyes can cause the world to stop. I love how only the sound of his voice makes me want to push forward.

But most of all I hate the confusion. The confusion that while I am trying so hard to hate I notice that my heart is twisting in the other direction.

I never knew it was possible to both hate and love the confusion.

How the gleam in his eyes and the sound of his words make me jealous. and hate myself because I am.

How the way he picks at things makes you notice how much he must care.

I never knew that hate and love sometimes come hand in hand.

P.S. I know it is kinda kiddish cause like hate, love... blah blah blah. But its true and I am trying to be truthful.

Okay sooo I want to add more sooo I am just going to add a list of things I hate of this said person.

I hate the way they:

Let a sigh escape them and shake their had at me,

How instead of hello it's an insult

How I can't be quiet for a second and not have people asking if I am okay (I am not)

How he drags someone into our problems.

How he doesn't understand my need for friends.

How he mumbles "Pinneapple" in a mean tone just loud enough for me to hear

How he makes me cry and hate even on the strange (strangely awesome) happy days.

How the smallest thing he says affects me so much

How my opinion should only match his and speaking out is punished

How mad he can get

*if u want put somethings (tiny or big) u hate about ppl or a specific someone (don't put names just things that ughhhhh u)

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*joke is...

Knock knock?

Who's there?

Little old lady!

Little old lady who

I didn't know u could Yodel! 

*if u don't get it, say it out loud and "little old lady who" sounds like yodeling*

Put a joke here if u want 

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