My Poems (more like rants but...)

What I want!!

*okay, this poem thing is repetitive... I just can't get this event out of my head and I want to SCREAM! this is the closest I will get to that... this poem thing kinda sounds selfish... oh well... I think we all deserve to be selfish once in a while...*

I just want a sorry

That can't be too much to ask. Just 4 letters. Not an excuse or a sentence of any sort! I want a sorry.

Nothing specific just sorry. You don't even have to mean it! Just you saying it. Taking the time to... Please.

See! I say it! Please! Thank you! You're welcome! ¡Por favor! ¡ Gracias! ¡Denada! I change everything for you. My thoughts, my language, my hobbies, my LIFE!

I say it even when it's not true just to see the smile on your face! Don't you want to see it on mine?

STOP! Please. I beg you.

I want... I want you to stop.... Stop hurting me! Stop punching me! Stop worrying! Stop working! Stop living!

No! don't! I didn't mean that! Please... stay... I cant...

Sorry.

That didn't take it away. It's still there. I want more! I want your hugs. Your smell. But not the ones when you get home late. The smell when you just made brownies!

You change everything. I let you. I shouldn't.

I want you here. I don't know why. I thought after. After writing. After reading. After not eating. After running. After... maybe it would make sense. It would all line up. I would understand why I love the person who tattoos me in bruises. The person who makes me lie. Lie to everyone I know. I thought I would forget about the scar on my arm.

I can't.

I just want a sorry

That can't be too much to ask. Just 4 letters. Not an excuse or a sentence of any sort! I want a sorry.

I want confirmation. Confirmation that I am not crazy! That you care enough to waste a second of your life.

Stop! Please! I beg you!

Stop and see. See what you do! See what you bring! See that you hurt me even if you didn't mean to.

I think you meant. You did. I saw it in your eyes. I try and avoid them. I really did. But I look and...

I lie. For you. Not for me. I lie to everyone! I hate it! I hate you!

Sorry

I still sit in front of your door. I look at you. Your worries are written on your wrinkles. Your worries are written on my back.

I just want a sorry

That can't be too much to ask. Just 4 letters. Not an excuse or a sentence of any sort! I want a sorry.

Stop! Please! I beg you!

Sorry

That's all!

All I want. I want you to hold me. Hold me so tight I can be safe. Safe from who?

You

*Sorry that I am kinda writing about the same thing... it is always their soo...

*Suggestions and corrections are always welcome!!! Pms are always open if you want to talk or are just bored. XD*

*Here is a joke!!!*

I felt sick in class so I told my math teacher that and she said to go to the corner.

I asked why and she said bc it's 90 degrees...

sorry for the school jokes, lately I just can't stop!! XD

I am sucking you dry but if you have a joke or a riddle or something that makes you smile comment... ig...

WARNING I think I will post more of my 'note' so... if you don't want to read that (i understand) then skip the chapter that will probably be called My Note part 2... 

(if you don't know what I am talking about for some reason then... go back to the end of the chap called Crawling in...)