From Damon to Elena

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Dear Elena,
I'm madly in love with you.
And I don't know if I should be feeling like a traitor, but I just can't make me get over it.
I mean, why should I? Am I not enough? Am I not good enough for you, Elena?
Or is it just because you feel attached to that idea of the perfect and brave knight who will save you from the dark you fear so much? But how many times has that dark part saved you? Why can't anyone see that light sometimes is not as good as we think of it?
I'm no light, and you know that. Still, you care for me, don't you?
I know you do, I can feel it.
So why are you still with him? Why not me?
I never meant to fall in love with you.
But you were exactly like the person I always wanted to be, and you were so kind to me. I don't regret it. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, but how can someone love so much when all he receives is something as simple as gratitude?
I don't want your gratitude, I want you. I want your lips on mine. I want to hear you call me first thing in the morning because you want to, not because you have to. I want to wrap my arms around you and stay like that for hours.
I've lived so much without actually enjoying life that the simplest thing would be the best, and you are both: simple in your perfection.
You're exactly what I've been looking for so long: someone who could make me feel human all over again, even with all the pain that comes with that. I want to feel what loving means again, Elena.
Why can't you show me?
Love,
Damon
"Any The Vampire Diaries lover? I simply love Damon. I just love him.
Anyone who agrees?
Ahaha
-Rebs"

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