~Letters~

-From Tobias/Four to Tris-

Dear Tris,

It's been a while now. You know, from our last goodbye.

I'm not sure I can bear this, yet, I do it for you: because I know you'd want me to.

I keep on telling myself that you didn't mean to leave me, that that day you chose to protect everyone like the selfless person you are. But instead, I feel jealous. Why? Because you chose them over us.

You chose everyone else and not us.

I wish we had been a 10.

I've already forgiven you, and you know that, but I just can't make myself get over it.

I knew you were the one since the day you jumped.

Brave.

Kind.

Reliable.

I miss you, Tris.

And I love you.

I wish I could go back and tell you more times than I did.

I wish I could go back and save you.

I wish we could make our own memories.

But I can't, can I?

Some things are meant to leave a scar to make us remember that we were not worth it. I was not worth it. You were too much and deserved better than a broken boy who couldn't get past his fears.

Yes, you taught me otherwise, but I still feel like you were an angel and I was some sort of demon.

Maybe, if you had chosen Abnegation , you would be alive, without me. Maybe you'd be happy with some other guy.

But I would be lying if I said that it was okay with me. I wouldn't be okay. I would still be Four, a dauntless. But you taught me that we are not only one thing, that we can be whoever we want because it's our life that we're living, we make the choices.

I'm sorry I wasn't there at the right time.

I'd give up the world just to have you back.

See you, Tris.

Yours,

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