mine, for eternity

Chapter 4

Fred introduced me to his family and he took me to The Order of the Phoenix headquarters. Hermione and Harry were there too. Not everyone looked happy to see me, I mean it was an order against my brother. We listened to what they were saying during the meeting. They talked about Harry and I heard them mention my name. They thought I was here to kill Harry for Voldemort. We didn't hear much because Crookshanks ate the listening ear. Sirius was there too. 

We had lunch which Molly made, it was delicious. I felt uncomfortable to be there, after all they were talking about Voldemort and how to stop him and I just didn't feel like I should be there. I ate my lunch and excused myself. I went up to the room. I sat on the bed and took a deep breath. It was hard hearing all those stories about Tom and everything he had done. I know that wasn't who he was, right? He's just Tom, my big brother Tom who sang me to sleep and picked flowers with me in the summer. Was it not? 

The next morning Harry went to the Ministry because he used magic but wasn't old enough. Fred and I went on a date. We had a beautiful picnic outside on the grass. We just wanted to have a great day and not think about everything that was happening. 

"Are you ok, you look a bit pale." - Fred was concerned 

"Yeah I'm fine. Now give me that cake" - i slightly smiled

- Fred laughed and stuffed cake in my mouth

*the next day*

Another school day. I got ready and went to catch the train. Fred went with me, I saw Draco, Blaise and Pansy so I said bye to Fred to be with my friends. 

"I expect there's a cell in Azkaban with your name on it." - Draco said to Harry

Harry went to get closer to him as if he was going to puch him but Ron stopped him. 

"Just stay away from me!" - Harry shouted as we left

"You don't need to be so mean to him, you know?" - I said as we sat at our seats

"Yeah, she's right." - Pansy agreed with me 

He just rolled his eyes and looked away. 

We got to Hogwarts and we ate. The food was great. There was pudding, cake, chocolate...

Dumbledore gave a speach and we got two new teachers. Hagrid left so Professor Grubbly-Plank came back and we got a new DADA teacher, Dolores Umbridge. She looked terrible. She wore all pink and was a cat lady, ugh. She always smiled but not that warm kinda smile it was very mean and made your blood boil. I didn't like her from the moment I saw her. She even interrupted Dumbledore speach, I mean how dare she. She said something about the Ministry od Magic but I didn't really listen to her so I don't know what she said.

The Daily Prophet said a lot of bad things about Harry and Dumbledore. Many kids' parents didn't want them to come back. Nobody believed Harry that Voldemort was back, I did of course. I knew he was back, I could feel it in my bones. 

It was a new bright day. We got to class and I sat with Draco. We became better friends already, well we're getting there. It was Umbridges first class. The Patil twins made a paper plane and sent it around the room. As soon as Umbridge came she burned it. Like what, is this a prison? We started preparing for our OWLs and she gave us some stupid books. They were some kind of Ministry approved book for defence against the dark arts. We weren't going to use defensive magic instead we're just going to learn the theory.

"How it that going to help us out there when we are attacked?" - Harry asked

"Students will raise their hand in my class." - she said with that smile of hers

Harry turned sassy and said that Voldemort might try to attack him. She was really angry and said that he wasn't back and that Harry is lying. She also gave him detention. 

"Damn, she really is crazy." - whispered Draco

"Yeah she needs help or something."

*later*

 Fred and George were selling magic treats to 1st and 2nd years. I helped them and it was so funny. They grew three ears, some turned blue... 

I went on a walk so I could get some fresh air. I really needed it. I saw Harry and went to talk to him. 

"Hi."

"Hi y/n, do you know what these creatures are?"

"Oh yeah, they are Thestrals."

"Why can only we see them?"

"Oh not just us, all people who saw death."

"So how can you see them?"

"My umm- little brother Newt... He was very sick when he was little. He died in my arms."

"Oh, I'm sorry."

"Thanks..."

McGonagall found out what Umbridge was doing to kids and called her out for it. Umbridge was obsessed with Ministry. She put up a bunch of new rules as if it was the 12th century. I couldn't even hang out with Fred anymore. She really took out the light from Hogwarts. 

After class Umbridge tried to fire Professor Trelawney. McGonagall came and Dumbledore soon after they stopped her. 

I was really tired but Pansy and I decided to call Draco and Blaise up to our room so we could have a sleepover. Umbridge didn't know of course. 

We listened to music, sang and went to bed. There were only two beds, mine and Pansy's so Blaise slept on our couch and Draco on the floor. I told him it's fine and that he can sleep on my bed, it is big enough for two people after all but he didn't want to. I guess he was scared I was going to eat him or something.