Collision

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"if you want to talk we can now" i told Colson as we were cleaning the kitchen. "look i don't know if you feel the same way i feel but i have feelings for you and i just wanted to get it off my chest" he said looking me dead in the eyes. "i do have feelings for you Colson. but i don't wanna rush something" i said returning the stare. "well do you wanna be in that talking stage or nothing at all?" he asked. "talking stage is fine. only thing that's a no is sex Baker" i said smirking. "you're cruel" he said sighing with a laugh. i laughed at him and continued cleaning as well as him. we finished up cleaning then i walked into my room. "movie?" he asked. "sure come on" i said and he ran over to my bed jumping on it. "aye what we watching?" he asked. "November criminals" i said and he nodded.
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"why did i cry though?" i said laughing. "no clue" Colson said laughing at me. he stopped laughing and was just looking at me. "yes?" i questioned. "can i kiss you?" he asked. i nodded and he gently grabbed my face and pulled me into him. his lips are soft as fuck holy shit. it wasn't a hungry kiss it was full of love and pure bliss. he pulled away and stared into me eyes for a second. "i could get used to this" he said smiling. "me too" i said then grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him. he placed his hands on my hips and rubbed circles on them with his thumbs. my hands simply rested on his shoulders/neck. it was a make out for sure but it wasn't heated it wasn't rushed. just love and bliss. not lust and hunger. "Phoen-woah! jesus christ!" Rook yelled walking in and right back out of my room. "sorry Rook!" i yelled back laughing. "so i have a genuine question" Colson said. "okay shoot" i replied. "will you do a song with me?" he asked. "like background vocals or actually sing?" i asked. "actually sing. your voice would work amazing for a song on my new album" he said. "sure why not" i said. "yes!!" he yelled jumping up dancing around like a little kid. i just giggled at him and as soon as he heard me he stopped. he looked me dead in the eyes  with a straight face. "fuck" i mumbled and he ran to the bed and jumped on top of me. "my hell get off you cow" i said trying to push him off. "i'm good. i'm comfortable" he said. i sighed giving up and laying there. "okay let's go record" he said getting up off of me. "finally" i said and got up after him.
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"hey y'all wanna listen to what we just recorded?" Colson asked walking into the living room with everyone there. we have been working on this song for three days now and finally got it perfect. we got a bunch of confirmations so Colson booked up his phone to the speakers in the house and played it.

(Phoenix Colson both)

You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too
You tell me you hate me, baby
Yeah, I bet you do

Damn
I saw you walk in the room and I tried my best
Not to panic while I'm lookin' for the back door
I smell the perfume and it's obvious
I'm gonna stay and put my key in the bag more
I can't, I can't, I can't pretend to forget you
The reason I punched a hole in the wall back home
And then, and then
And then a couple hours later we're in room 29 at The Chateau

I left before you woke up
I don't feel right (See you sober)

You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too
You tell me you hate me, baby
Yeah, I bet you do
I'm keepin' you waiting
But I won't wait on you
Want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too

I've wasted so much time
Waitin' around for your phone calls every night
My bad dreams are silk screens
'Cause I taste blood when you bleed
It's eating me alive
We'd both be better off alone
Still think I'd get you on the phone
With one last breath in me
I'd die before I let you leave

You left before I woke up
Why don't I ever see you sober?

You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too
You tell me you hate me, baby
Yeah, I bet you do
I'm keepin' you waiting
But I won't wait on you
You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too

Hey you
Tell me why you do the things that make me
Hate you
It's an emotional kaleidoscope when I
Face you
Permanent calligraphy, I just
Tattooed
Your name on me forever

You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too
You tell me you hate me, baby
Yeah, I bet you do
I'm keepin' you waiting
But I won't wait on you
You want me to forget you
Okay, forget me too

"holy shit" Rook said and everyone started approving of it. "thank you" Colson and i said to everyone. "thank you for doing this with me Phoenix" he said and i nodded. "anytime" i said smiling. "Phoenix can we make cookies?" Cassie asked waking up to me. "is it okay with your dad?" i asked looking at Colson. "yes it's fine by me" he said and she squealed in excitement. "alright let's go" i said grabbing Cassie and Colsons hands. "cookie time" Cassie said laughing. she was adorable my god. "thank you for doing this for her" Colson said. "it's not a big deal for me. i have nothing to do anyway" i smiling.
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we are all three now laying on my bed watching The Lion King. "she's asleep" i told Colson and he smiled. "can she stay in here? i don't wanna wake her" he asked. "yea she's slept here before no biggie" i said shrugging. i yawned and my eyelids slowly started to very heavy. "good night beautiful" was the last thing i heard before the darkness took over.