Collision

24

*seven months later*

"maybe if you weren't being a self absorbed prick you'd notice that your two fucking daughters needed you! i fucking needed you Colson! but you're to busy going out fucking doing god knows what or who, and getting shit faced to see that!" i yelled. "well i'm sorry that that's who the hell i am Phoenix! you married me knowing who the fuck i was and what the fuck i was! maybe if you weren't such a clingy bitch we wouldn't have this fucking issue! and for my daughters, they'll get over it. just like Cassies mom did." Colson yelled back. "Cassies mom left you! she left! because you wouldn't fucking fix yourself! i'm the only fucking person who has stayed and you've treated me like i'm the scum of the earth since we got fucking married! seven fucking months Colson! i'd fucking kill for you god damnit! i do fucking everything i can for Cassie, who need i remind you isn't mine but i sure as hell love her like she is, Katana who is a fucking baby growing up without her fucking father, and you! i set up everything for you!" i yelled crying. "then fucking leave Phoenix! fucking leave if it's such a problem!" he yelled. i stared at him in shock of his words. "fuck you" i spat at him. i walked into our bedroom and pulled out my suit case. "Cas!" i hollered. "what's up mom?" she asked. "go pack a suit case for a while" i said. "okay" she said with a sad smile. Katana is 1 now and Cassie is 12. sadly Cassie understands to much of why her dads been absent these last few months and i hate it. i finished packing my bag and walked over to Katanas side of the room and started packing a bag for her as well. ten minutes later Cassie walked in with her bag and smiled softly at me. "let's go kiddo" i said. i walked down the stairs and saw Slim, Dub and Rook. "what the fu-" "ask your buddy ol pal Colson Baker" i said interrupting Slim. they all looked at us with confused eyes. i shook my head and we walked out the front door.
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"where are we going?" Cassie asked me. we were at the airport waiting for our flight to be called. "we are gonna go stay with Ashley for a while" i said. "Halsey Ashley or the other one?" she asked. "Halsey" i replied. she smiled and nodded. i went back to checking my emails and sat there waiting. "flight 12A to Los Angeles is now boarding" i heard. "let's go Cas" i said. she nodded and we walked up to the entrance of the plane. i handed the guy our tickets and he nodded. we walked in and got to our seats. this could go very well or very bad with a 1 year old. thankfully it was only us three sitting in the first class section. "mom are we leaving dad forever?" Cassie asked. "no baby" i said smiling. she nodded and went back to playing on her phone. i sighed and laid back in my seat. we had a nice little while till we got to L.A.
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"hey girls" Ashley said. "hey Ash" i said smiling softly. Ashley had come to pick us up from the airport and i couldn't be more thankful. "i wish you were here for different reasons but i'm still happy to see you guys nonetheless." she said. "same" i replied. "well you're here now so let's get going" she said and i nodded. we got our bags and then walked out with Ashley. we got into her car and started our journey to her place. "so what happened mama?" she asked. i gave her the run down about what happed with Colson. "he's a piece of shit" she said. i laughed slightly and just shook my head. "if you had said that eight months ago i wouldn't bitch slapped you" i said smiling. "oh trust i know. but damn dude" she said shaking her head. we pulled up to her house and got out. "thank you again Ash" i said. "of course babe" she said and hugged me. i hugged her back and started crying. i couldn't stop the river of tears flowing out of my eyes. "shhhh it's gonna be okay" she said. "let's get you guys settled in" she said and i nodded wiping my eyes.
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Colson pov:

"aye Kells what's going on with the girls?" Rook asked walking into the den where i was sitting. "she's a self centered bitch that's what" i shot at him. "Richard what the actual fuck dude?" he asked in a harsh tone. i explained what was said between Phoenix and i and he just looked at me with disbelief. "your such a fucking prick Colson. maybe one day when you sober the fuck up for real you'll see what hell you put those girls through" he said walking out. why was i the bad guy? she was to clingy and wanted to much from me. i was a fucking celebrity with a actual life. not a celebrity that stayed home all fucking day with two kids and didn't do shit. whatever. if they wanna pan me out as the bad guy then what ever. i walked up to our room and saw that most of her shit was gone along with Katanas. i walked over to Cassies room and saw the same. a lot of her stuff was gone. wow. she took the kids with her huh? i couldn't stop her. we sighed her name on Cassies court papers as her 'mom'. hey at least the drugs, alcohol and fans never left. that's all i got and i'll take it any day. stupid ass females.

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