A car crash is all it takes to have everything stripped from you. When Phoenix Merton is involved in a car crash with an unlikely soul, who knows the things that will become. Will it be heaven or will it be hell?
I eat my dinner in my bathtub, then I go to sex clubs Watchin' freaky people gettin' it on It doesn't make me nervous if anything, I'm restless Yeah, I've been around and I've seen it all I get home, I got the munchies, binge on all my Twinkies Throw up in the tub, then I go to sleep And I drank up all my money, dazed and kinda lonely
You're gone and I gotta stay high All the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh High, all the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe I fall back down (Back down) Gotta stay high, all my life, to forget I'm missin' you Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Pick up daddies at the playground, how I spend my day time Loosen up their frown, make 'em feel alive I make it fast and greasy, I'm numb and way too easy
You're gone and I gotta stay high All the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh High, all the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe I fall back down (Back down) Gotta stay high, all my life, to forget I'm missin' you Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Staying in my play pretend, where the fun ain't got no end Oh, can't go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain Oh, staying in my play pretend, where the fun ain't got no end Oh, can't go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain
You're gone and I gotta stay high All the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh High, all the time, to keep you off my mind Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe I fall back down (Back down) Gotta stay high, all my life, to forget I'm missin' you Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
phoenix, colson, nessa barrett
I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today, I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine
I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die today, you don't gotta die I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die, now let me tell you why
It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest-to-chest with a lover It's holding on, though the road's long, seeing light in the darkest things And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is I know that you'll thank God you did
I know where you been, where you are, where you goin' I know you're the reason I believe in life What's the day without a little night? I'm just tryna shed a little light It can be hard It can be so hard But you gotta live right now You got everything to give right now
I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die today, I don't wanna die I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
Pain don't hurt the same, I know The lane I travel feels alone But I'm moving 'til my legs give out And I see my tears melt in the snow But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore Oh, I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't even wanna die anymore
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@phoenixmerton:with the release of our newest song with miss Barrett i want to make a statement. if anyone doesn't matter if you're gay, straight, trans, mexican, black, white, doesn't matter. your life fucking matters. you're an amazing ass human and you deserve life. i know sometimes it's hard as hell but in the end it's worth it. mine, Colsons, Nessas and anyone else i'm sure all have our DMs open. we try to respond to everyone the best we can. please call the hotline or talk to a loved one. you're worth it <3
