Timeless; Boundless (Obey Me x Reader)

LUCIFER: Hints

Author's Note:

Hello reader! Just a quick disclaimer for the rest of this story... This is going to have events related to mental health-related issues as the plot progresses, mainly depression and self-harm. I don't recommend this route for those who are easily triggered by these sensitive issues.

Edit: As I've promised on the last author's note, I will fix the chapter and give clarifications on my real goal on this route. I apologize for the bad representation for those who thought that the MC is suffering from Bulimia. Instead, I altered the story and fixated her illness to depression with her eating habits as way of self-harm. Again, MC's symptoms were apparently based on myself -- as someone battling with severe depression and anxiety, I kinda want to use this route as to share my experiences. 

Gomenasorry for the long intro :>

Thank you for your understanding and have fun reading!

**~o~**

*Y/N's POV*

Out of the sudden sermon that my mom gave me, I did not hesitate to skip the next class which was Devildom History. Regardless of my fondness to uncovering the secrets of this realm, the events I encountered within this day left me exhausted enough to just ask for peace and quiet. It has been four years since shit began in our family; ruining my life and everything that's in it. For once I indeed believed in God's kindness for giving me a complete family and sheer happiness that no one could compare. But by the time I became fully aware of what the world really was left me deserted and confused. It was as if I'm still too stupid and too innocent to comprehend how badly I was living. I loved my family yet they hurt me so bad that I couldn't handle anymore. And by the fact that the idea of religion itself brought every living thing to kill each other; I'd not be surprised that Celestial war happened that once killed Lilith thousands of years ago. The question is: If their deity was really that loving, why were the brothers and myself suffer from eternal agony?

Holding back the tears, I ran to my secret hideout in the Devildom Garden where no one could spot me. Right there at the hidden maze of the area stood a large tree with a concrete barrier surrounding it that could be sat on. But I would not sit there, instead, I'd be sitting right on the branches of the tree. I tell you, it's not as uncomfortable as you think; in fact, I have my little comforter ready to aid my back pains. As soon as I sat down, I finally let go of the tears I have been keeping inside. I sobbed silently above the lime-scented tree, holding on to my knees to hide the gleaming artificial sunlight placed up in the sky.

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*Lucifer's POV*

After the meeting with Diavolo and the rest of my brothers, we went straight back to our next class. Belphie, Beel and Satan were with me in physics class while Mammon, Asmo and Levi walked straight to history class where Y/N should be. The routine was normal and nothing of anyone's interest to be highlighted in this narrative. So afterwards, right when the bell rang, we heard a loud commotion coming from the hallways. It was too irritating that I already determined that the noisy-ass yelling towards us four was none other than Mammon himself. He was followed by Asmodeus and Levi running as well with faces almost draining in colour out of panic. They were catching their breaths as they stopped right in front of us.

"What is it now, Mammon?", I scoffed irritably at him, thought that he was into some sort of prank again like the last time. But his voice was something undeniably serious and face filled with fear as he answered me. The other two standing behind had the same reactions on their faces as well.

"Have ya seen Y/N? Is she in your class?", he answered, still puffing his chest, eyes almost tearing up in exhaustion.

"No, isn't she supposed to be with you three?", Belphegor responded with another question, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Then all of us stared at each other with eyes as wide as an owl, finally realizing that something was off.