Bucky x Y/N - Life In Hydra

Chapter 2

I could have sworn that in that moment, my heart truly stopped for a second. The one thing the HYDRA Agents made sure never happened, was that me and Bucky got close. It was forbidden, and to break HYDRA's rules, led to large consequences, unimaginable to most.

"Her," One of them said.

"No," Bucky stepped in front of me, acting as a shield. I didn't want to see him hurt, but I also didn't want to be hurt – selfish really.

"Step aside, Winter Soldier," the man ordered

"Over my dead body. You won't touch her," Bucky said, angrily.

I moved my hand and placed it on his shoulder, "It's probably best we avoid the trouble this time," I ran my fingers along the side of his new wound.

"No, Y/N, this is stopping, today!" Bucky turned back to them, as Pierce entered. I hated that man, with all my heart. The abuse and never-ending torture he forced me and Bucky through daily – it was hard not to.

"Soldier. Y/N. If you wouldn't mind, stepping aside?" Pierce asked, linking his fingers together. He was a man full of rage, yet remained so calm.

"Piss off," Bucky said, practically spitting at Pierce.

"If you would prefer, we can have you be the one to see to Y/N?" he said, looking towards me. I felt butterflies circle in my stomach : but not the good kind.

"I wouldn't dare hurt her. And neither will you," Bucky held his arm out, to shield me further.

Alexander nodded his head slowly, before taking the Red Book from one of the Agents and turning to Bucky, "Last chance, Soldier."

I began to get nervous, "Bucky I know that you would never want to hurt me, but if he reads those words, you will. So please, step aside and stop thinking you're the shit for once."

"I can handle it, Y/N, just stay there," Bucky told me, not taking his eyes off of Pierce.

"Please, Bucky," I pled.

But Bucky was silent.

"zhelaniye" Pierce began, "semnadtsat... rzhaviy"

Bucky slowly began to pant, breathing heavily. But yet he still refused to move. I felt the sweat forming on my palms, as my hands grew sticky.

"Please, stop this, I will come with you!"

But no one listened to me, "Rasvet"

"Arrrghhhh," Bucky began to scream, and clutch his head, to avoid hurting anyone. Or at least to avoid hurting me.

"pech... Devyat... dobroserdechniy..." Pierce continued.

"STOP IT!" I yelled, but once again, I was ignored. Overlooked. They came in here to get me, and yet chose to ignore my presence. I knew they were doing this to hurt both me and Bucky, but in the end, my punishment would be worse.

I took Bucky's shoulder, attempting to calm him down, "Don't listen to them! Okay, focus on my voice, you can do this! You can fight it!" I said

"Get off, Y/N, step back before I hurt you," Bucky replied through his teeth, trying to fight the pain, rather than the words.

"Vozvrasheniye na rodinu,"

"Bucky, focus on my voice,"

"adin... "

"Pierce, stop it now!" I yelled, unable to move, restricted by Bucky.

"tovarniy vagon..." Pierce finished, and Bucky fell silent.

"Soldier?" Pierce asked

"You bastard!" I felt myself yell, feeling an uncontrollable anger boil in my blood.

"Ready to comply..." Bucky said.

"No, No please... please don't do this..." I looked to Bucky as tears filled my eyes. I couldn't even say his name - Pierce would know that he remembered.

Pierce pointed to me, and Bucky elbowed me with his metal arm, knocking me out. The last thing I remembered, was a silent tear escaping my eye, knowing that my best attempts had failed, and once again, Bucky was controlled.