Captured hearts

arriving at Lena's house

Stef's: POV
The ride back to the Lena's house
Was quiet. The girls were watching a movie on the headrest behind the seat
We made a quick stop at my place
I packed me and Frankie an over night bag. We pulled up to her house
Everybody gets out the car, Lena unlocks the front door. The girls go inside, channing and Amar'e head upstairs to get there school clothes out for tomorrow, Lena shows us the guest suite. Where we would be sleeping, she goes to take a shower
While I make her a cup of tea to drink
She has a variety of teas, l choose chamomile. Because it's calming
I see medicine bottles on the shelf
One for aniexty and the other one is a sleeping pill. One's antidepressant
I wasn't trying to be nosey,

Lena's: POV
I can't believe l fell apart a few hours ago. I don't want to scare Stef away
Because of my melt down, everything has finally caught up to me that l've being holding inside. I'm just glad the girls didn't witness my break down
I know Stef's going to want answers
She hasn't pushed me into talking about it, she held me as l cried in her arms. Sharon says she was my mother's best friend, that took me by surprise. Sharon confronted me like a
Mother, supposed to. A woman that
I bare know let me cry on her shoulder, l'm exhausted from today's events. Stef and Frankie are staying the night, cause I didn't want to be alone by myself. I have work in the morning, l just stepped out of the shower. My hair is dripping wet from washing it, Stef is sleeping in the guest room down the hall from me. Frankie's bunking in Amar'e's room
I'm not sure how to ask Stef to sleep in my bed with me, l need to stop having these sexual thoughts about her out of my head. How do I tell Stef
I want more, she referred me as her girlfriend to her mom. I have so many mixed up feelings for her, but l don't want rush into this with my eyes close
It's been four months and we haven't slept together yet. Some people would had already, l have a three month rule
She's already met my girls. And channing is crazy about Stef, Amar'e'is slowing coming around after our little talk. It takes her longer to warm up to new people sometimes
I see a future with Stephanie and Frankie, if l'm being honest with myself. Channing and Amar'e told me they like her a lot. We haven't told each other how we feel for one another, where do to go away this upcoming weekend. She's planned a romantic weekend for us some place
I already been to victoria secret to purchase special for our first time
Maybe.