Dusk Till Dawn

Chapter 4: Now the anxious wait.

The whole day seemed a whole year. It was the most irritating wait of my entire life and that is coming from a person who suffers from anxiety. I am going to remember it throughout my life. Never has a boy ever made me wait. Every time I proposed a boy he responded immediately, at that moment. He had said yesterday that he will say it to me at 6:30 when I come back from my tuition. So after my tuition I got down and he was standing there. He then says that he will say his answer when I come to play at that day. The moment I step foot in his building he will give his answer he said this time. All this while he was smiling somewhere I felt the answer will be yes but there was a bit of fear that it won't turn out right. So I said that whatever be the answer that we must remain friends even after that. He agreed to it. I couldn't afford to lose another friend just because I proposed to him. The same day when I entered his building to play (believe me it was a rather hard task convincing my mom to send me to play on a weekday, I think from there my and my parents teenager conflict started) and asked him the answers he said, "shi" I thought it meant no then he corrected me and said that he gave the answer in Chinese and asked me to check it on the internet. I told him I didn't have any internet left on my phone. He said it meant yes. I turned around and did a quiet yes, the one where your mouth opens wide and you are like oh my god! This just happened and then you make a fist and pull it towards you and hiss a yes. But then I thought whether or not I heard it right as whenever I proposed to a guy I liked, I got rejected. Whenever I proposed to a guy I had just attraction towards to, he accepted. So I asked him again that his answer was yes and he said that it was indeed yes. I was on cloud nine or better cloud infinite. The fight I had with my mother to come down to play that day and it had paid off. This is going to happen a lot of times ahead and it's always going to be worth it. 11th December 2016 is when I proposed him and 12th December 2016 is when he replied. We have a two day anniversary!yay!*in a girly squeal*.

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