The girl who fell

Chapter fifteen

Jade

When they disappear, i shove Beck.

"This is your fault!"

"I know. I dont know why i did it and i regret it so much!"

"Well regret isn't gunna fix our relationships! Is it?!"

He sighs.

"I know."

He looks down.

"I have a fight with my girlfriend and you choose to make it worse dont you?!"

He stays quiet.

"If they ever forgive us, just know that they wont trust either of us again." I say.

"I know they wont and i know what i did was stupid and selfish but we- i mean, I'll make it up to them."

"No, we'll make it up to them. I'm sorry i pinned it all on you. It's my fault too."

"No. No it isn't on you Jade. This is me." Beck says.

I nod.

"So how do we make it up to them?" I ask.

He shrugs and we both sigh.

"Great."

After school, i go to Y/n's car to try and talk to her. She spots me and stops. She shakes her head and walks over.

"What? Jade, what do you want?"

"I wanna apologise."

"Apologise? Really? Is an apology gunna fix this? I know this is childish but really? That's it?"

"You wanted more?"

"Yeah."

"What else. I'll do it."

"I want you to leave me alone." Y/n says.

She gets in her car and drives off. I look over at Beck and Tori. They hug. She forgave him?

2 weeks later.

A whole 2 weeks have passed. I respected what she wanted and i left her alone. Every now and then, i spot her looking at me.

The look on her face every time just screams how much i fucked up.

We all reauditioned and to my surprise, she helped me. Just with the set up and after that it was down to me.

Y/n reauditioned with music and it was pretty good. But i could hear in her voice that she was hurting.

We all got stuck in Saturday detention again.

So that's where we are.

Y/n is sat in the back drawing for her art class.
Cat's drawing the man on the moon.
Tori and Beck are being weirdo's
Andre's just layed on the table.
Robbie is talking to Rex.
I'm sat cutting paper.

"Y'know what i could go for?" Beck says.

"Tacos." Andre says.

"How'd you know?"

"I felt ya dog." Andre says.

We all agree on tacos. Tori calls Trina.

"So who goes for them?" I ask.

Y/n stands up and looks outside.

"Is she here with them?"

"Yeah she's putting them in my locker." Tori says.

"Wont be long." Y/n says.

She walks out the library door.

10 minutes later, the trap door thingy opens and Y/n climbs up.

"Tacos!" Beck and Andre shout.

"Would you guys shut the fuck up?! Dickers could be near us." She whisper yells.

"Sorry." They whisper.

We share out the tacos and sit down. Y/n sits in a corner and reads a book on art.

"Talk to her." Tori says.

"I've tried. More times then i can count. She's not gunna forgive me as quick as you forgave Beck."

"You are aware i can hear you." Y/n says.

"Sorry." Tori says.

Y/n finishes the taco, puts the book away and goes into the main area of the library.

"If you hear yelling, ignore it."

They nod. I go into the main area and Y/n looks at me. She sighs.