It's getting worse
I can tell
I hate myself
They would all hate me if they knew
But it's ok
I hate myself too
My ankles itch
My hands bleed
And my thoughts... my thoughts...
I can't control them anymore
I squeeze my eyes shut to try
But it doesn't work
They all probably think I'm weird
But if they knew just how weird
They would be disgusted
I'm disgusted with myself
I can't control my thoughts
I can't stop scratching
Everyone else can
It makes me feel crazy
But I guess I am
I can't tell her
She doesn't understand
You freak
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Killing Thoughts
PoetryKilling Thoughts is a poetry book. I use it to express my feelings. Some poems have different rhyming patterns because I'm experimenting with different things. Hope you enjoy it!
