Y/N's journey through the maze

Part 22

It's been a few hours and no one has come up to me because they heard everything I said to Janson. Newt comes and lies next to me. We sit there in silence until everyone goes to sleep then Newt says "Do you want to talk about it?" I turn over and look at him "Talk about what? The fact that my mother is  the person who put us in the glade and then shot herself or the fact that my sister knew all about it and didn't tell me and now she is no where to be seen. Or maybe you want to talk about how that creepy Janson guy knows me and my family. Then we also have to talk about us and what we are." Finally I take a breath after saying all of that. "So we have a lot to talk about but one thing I can remove from that list is us, I want to be with you forever Y/N, I meant what I said, your the love of my life. I want to marry you, have your children, grow old with you  obviously after the world is cured from this virus." Newt says. "Shut up and kiss me." I say. We kiss again and again and again. We are interrupted by Minho banging from  the top bunk, "Can you shanks get your own room if your going to be doing all that kissing sh!t."  "Go back to sleep long legs." I say whilst laughing. Newt is in absolute hysterics over it. I kiss him to stop him from laughing. Then he looks up at me and says "So does that mean you feel the same way about me?" "Does this answer your question?" I ask as I kiss him. "Yeah, I think it does. So we are official now, I can introduce you as my  beautiful girlfriend." I smile at him, "I like the sound of that Blondie."

He's now stroking my hair as I am stroking his hand whilst laying on his  chest. "So love do you want to talk about the other stuff?" He asks me. "No, I want just want to be here in the moment with you but the one thing I will say is that there is something seriously up with this place and I think  it has something to do with WCKD." I say to him. "Woah, I agree that something is up but really WCKD? They saved us from there." Newts says. "I have no proof yet but I'm sure of it, you do believe me don't you Newtie?" I ask him, "Of course I do love but it has been a long day and we need sleep if we are going to find that proof tomorrow." Newt replies. "Of course Blondie but listen to me if anything is to go wrong then please let me handle it, I don't want you getting hurt and if I am right about this being WCKD then they won't hurt me after all my mother is well was the creator of WCKD so I'm special but you, they would do anything to you and I won't be able to live with myself. I already feel responsible for doing this to you and the others. I can't loose you okay so promise me you won't get hurt." I say to him on the verge of tears. "I promise I'm not going anywhere not now not ever. But none of this is your fault, you didn't put us in the maze just because your mother did it doesn't mean you did so don't feel like you did this to us because you didn't. Don't forget you went through it too." Newt tells me as he wipes away my tears. I kiss him and I fall asleep on his chest with my hand entwined with his.