Thoughts of Mine

A Little Update

I can't believe it's actually happening.
Me, liking someone. A real person. Not a fictional character or celebrity.

It's been a while since the last time I felt this way. And this time, I wish it could last forever. I've liked a couple guys before, but I always ended up giving up on them because my parents told me not to date any guy during school years. Focus on your education, they said. Can't lie tho, I've been hurt once (or twice). Now that they finally give me the green light, I'm not gonna give up on this one. I'm not gonna give up on you.

Hey you, remember that time when we were younger? When our parents rented a transpotation to take us to school together? You were a freshmen high school kid and I was just started 7th grade. I made you late on you 3rd day, remember? I was really sorry. I felt bad after your mom told me you were late.

Anyway, reminiscing the good old days, the days where I didn't have to think about all this romance bullshits, to think I was having time being close to you makes me want to go back to the past. Because I may need it to happen again now but It's not the same anymore. We're growing up.

I like you a lot. And I've never been this crazy and straight forward. I used to keep it for myself because I knew it was pointless. But you... You make me feel like I have to fight for this one.

Because you're worth it.